Hey everyone!

So I said I was gonna take a little break after tonight. And I will. But before, I want to briefly tell you how it went.

After a pretty stressful day, I finished what I was working on at around 9.
Shut down my phone and started my ritual (I guess there’s no need to describe it here once again).

After my mediation, I had an unexpected crisis of aerophagia. So I started to burp and figured I couldn’t smoke until I was done with the burping. (Every time I hear or write « the burping » I think of that crazy show called « The Jinx », anyone else saw that?)

When I thought it was over, I loaded 130mg in my bong.

I took a very long hit, as long as I could, but couldn’t finish the bowl (is this a quantity one is supposed to take in one hit?). As I was keeping the smoke in my lungs, I started to feel a very intense « something » on both sides of my head, right over my hears.

I started to go for another hit but quickly felt like I couldn’t and so I put down the bong and kept the little smoke I had inhaled in my lungs as much as I could.

No « spiritual ceremony » this time, but something going on over my head and then bam, the fractals, the veils, very clear and bright and beautiful.

I could hear « thoughts », but I’m not sure they were mine this time. I think the entities made fun of the concept of breaking through. Or more plausibly made fun of my desire to BT! I laughed with them. But there was this idea that breaking through doesn’t exist.

I felt so many things, so much presence, touching my face. At some point, the veils started to move away and appeared something like a « vortex » full of bright blue stars/light. Like incredibly beautiful. I think my eyes got wet.

At that point, I think an entity was showing this to me and another one was telling them « oh come on! don’t tease him! take him or don’t take him! » but on a very amused tone, like we were having fun and so I laughed, and then things started to slow down, shapes became gray, and I felt like opening my eyes and I was coming down.

I know this is still a very confused experience, compared to what I’ve been reading here but to me, it was magical and I came back with great joy and I feel grateful for all that.

Thank you all!

DMT is always magic. Even when its bad its good. And when its good...ah, when its good. Take it easy, be careful with those big doses, they dont work out great most of the times. Stay safe, keep calm, and read Wittgenstein!