First I would like to apologize because My English is not great.

So I don’t even know what to say. I used CYB’S STB tek with 50gr of mhrb. I followed the steps to the T and put my jars in the freezer last night. I got home from work 2 hours ago and BOOM loaded with perfect white crystals. I told myself if I was gonna do this I was gonna go all the way. I’ve “tripped” extensively over the last 15 years but never DMT yet I feel I am experienced. So I made a crude vaporizer (worked SOOOO good) and I loaded 60mgs in it (I know that’s a lot for the first time) I held the heat close the the beautiful white shards so it melted on the screen. My wife had the kids over a friends house so I grabbed my comfy chilling chair and went into the basement. I was prepared to take as many hits as possible to get to breakthrough. First off just let me say I have watched every Mckenna video out there I have watched every Joe Rogan video out there so when I read trip reports and people say things that I know I’ve heard them say I just laugh and don’t believe it. Well no more. Here is my story.

With 60mgs in the vaporizer I took the biggest hit I ever could I could feel that it was huge almost like a bong rip I held it in and after about 3 or 4 seconds I start feeling really funny. In my head I’m preparing to blow out and take another hit when all the sudden WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this LOUD noise starts screaming I blow out the hit and instantly get blasted through this crazy tunnel of spinning twirling colors. My whole body hurts and I immediately think “oh no I fucked up I must of smoked naphtha” I told myself I wouldn’t tell myself I screwed up like so many people do and to just go with it but the pain all over my body had me worried then wait what am I doing who am I ? Then I see jokers flying around all crazy saying my name faster and faster and faster they were laughing at me for thinking I made a mistake when I knew I didn’t. I shouldn’t have doubted myself. When I said ok I’m good they cheered and the millions of colors stopped and it was pitch black. Just me the blaring loud noise and darkness. I’m confused so I open my eyes and OH MY the jokers and colors are in my basement. I close my eyes and hear WOWOWOWOWOW POP. I was in this place that was impossible. The mechanical and electronic buildings and machines were amazing I wish I could remember. I just know there were these beings ? Aliens? That were asking me “what are you doing here” “how did you get here “ they weren’t mad at me but concerned about something finding out. I was trying to think of who I was but couldn’t so I just said “I don’t know how I got here I’m so sorry” then the joker came in laughing and the aliens said in a very stern and demanding voice to the joker “ ENOUGH take him where he is supposed to be” their “voice” shook me to my core. For the first time the joker wasn’t laughing and boom I’m in the tunnel/vortex of color again. But this time it’s my face smiling flying around and then I remember who I am I open my eyes I’m covered in sweat (I never sweat) I feel the pain again I take a big breath which feels like the first in minutes it felt so good. There’s something in my pocket what is it then I slip back into the vortex and actually thought I was my pocket which makes no sense. I said NO and stood up opened the basement door and it was one of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. (I have 17 acres of wooded property) it looked like I was in the jungle so I sat on the ground and enjoyed the visuals as I came down back to normal.

All I have to say is wow. 15 years of HEAVY psychedelic use and NOTHING has come close to that. And to think I still have 845mgs left. I feel like it will be months till I can process what just happened to me and do it again. The only thing is I’m not sure if there really was anything to take away from this other than I better respect the hell out of this molecule cause it is no friggen joke.

Much Love,

Puddles.