Astro Nova wrote:So this is my first time using DMT. My extraction method was Nomans Tek but I modified it with going straight to Changa at end so that I could get as much extract from the containers and for this reason I am not sure exactly how much I was using, just wanted to smoke it until I was where I felt comfortable.
So I was sitting in my bed, all lights of beside the lamp by my bed, loaded up a bowl. I meditated for about 5 minutes beforehand and then dove right in. After the first hit, I felt a large sensation pulsing through my body and my head became very buzzy while the rest of my body began to vibrate. I quickly finished the bowl right after and decided to stop there.
I first noticed that most of the patterns in my room faded away into smooth surfaces and visuals started to lightly cover up everything in my room and everything felt almost 3D. At first it scared me a little bit so I decided to close my eyes and relax. The buzzing and vibrating got more and more intense until I stopped thinking about it, and it quickly became one of the most euphoric things I have ever felt. When I did this the visuals became extremely clear and intense, I would try to describe most of them but I don't really know how to put them into words. The visuals felt like they were getting closer and closer to me until they faded into a door amongst all of the patterns. At this point was when I let go of all my fear and doubt and verbally said, "I'm ready for wherever you want to take me".
Then the door opened to much more complicated visual that I could barely even process. Out of the visuals emerged two figures, that were extremely comforting and loving, and it felt like they were welcoming me to their world, one of which I felt I was not worthy of seeing but they reassured me if I came back they would take me. Being with these figures felt so comforting, so loving, so perfect. I never wanted to leave. Then they started to slowly move further away and the complex visuals began to cover up the figures again, and slowly the visuals began to fade and I opened my eyes. To my complete shock, the OEV's were still around.
From the sounds of it, I mean for dipping your toes in & all ..it sounds like you definitely got a nice welcoming.
Yeah the realm you enter into, the experience, I know what you mean about feeling (and visually) how everything feels like it's becoming (closer and closer) infinitely compacted yet paradoxically infinitely expansive, all in that same moment, transforming, permutating, falling deeper & deeper into it all..
Ime ..my awareness becomes paralyzed, hypnotized, completely taken in by
i t.
Dissolving further and further yet paradoxically becoming more concise, more poignant, more obvious. Drastically becoming less and less of who I thought I was ..and more & moar of what
i t was showing me.
Very evanescent also ..even when it's happening.
And here's to tonight for ya, cheers!
Let us know how it goes for you.
And you're correct ..there are no words for it when it's proper, no words at all