Going to help someone in a lot of pain today, I will take anything you have to offer. Prayers, thoughts etc. This person is very important in my life and affects my extended family greatly. From fatherhood abandonment to horrible alcoholism to violence against my family that he wants to control.

We started this journey over a year ago. Mild doses of Mushrooms and Hoasca. Today is the real "big boy" dose of Ayahuasca. Asking her to help him as he has made a lot of changes on his own.

Going small at first, rather have a long time under mildly than a short time under where he passes out.

I love you all, thank you for this place. I'd still be searching without it.

~Fate

Best wishes for your endeavour.

Sounds like you and your companion have set some very good intentions as it is. I believe you get what you put into things. It takes the right perception to see what you need to enable to heal. Once this is open the messages come in and the healing begins.

I hope the healing perception opens in this person that is struggling with pain. It's like a clinched fist. You don't even realize it's been clinched for years until you look down and open your hand. Suddenly you realize you could have opened your hand at any moment. You just never thought to do it because the focus was never there. Once that focus is there the hand can open and it happens in an instant. Like dropping something that is hot.

Healing is hard. Anything worth doing is hard. It's uncomfortable and it takes courage and strength. I wish you both the best although I have confidence that everything is as it should be. Everything is perfect. Nothing to change. Nothing to move onto. It is what it is. And it is the perfect time to begin healing for your friend. It could not happened any other way. It's here now for balance. This person had their fair share of pain, now it's time for love. The tides go in and the tides go out.