I have learned something about myself. I do teach what I need to learn. Something in me wants to express what I have learned to others. A reinforcement of knowledge. I noticed this about fear. I have had a lot of it. I worked on it quite a bit. I read about it, pushed it and did everything I could to face it. In doing so I acquired a fair amount of knowledge of the topic.

My daughter goes to a school where the older kids teach the younger kids. The kindergartners teach the preschoolers, the first graders teach the kindergarteners, and so on. This is really the way we are wired right? We pass it down. We tell the stories. We explain the world as we see it.

So it's a student teacher relationship every which way. We are all learning and teaching, teaching and learning. I think that's what I like about this place. It is geared toward that mentality. Learn and share.

What is it that you teach that you need to learn?

I have learned about fear. I find lately that I need to learn to accept life as it is. To quit fighting it and just allow life to flow. That's where I am at.

Been a rough few years for me. I have struggled but always had the thought to heal and become positive. Lately some very positive things have manifested in my life. The energy I am putting out into the world is coming back to me. I really truly want to be peaceful and grateful and happy. So that is what I teach now, because I need to learn it damn it!

Why is it so hard? Why are some lessons so out of reach? It's difficult. I am finding that the most difficult things in life are the most rewarding. You have to push and show courage. You have to keep going. Just keep striving for that positivity in your life.