Hello folks I'll just say that it's been a while since my initial essay and report, there is one DMT experience that I've reflected on lately so I figure why not write it up. Some time ago there was Beautiful pure white nearly translucent Dimethyltryptamine extracted from an Acacia Confusa. One night I first loaded about 18mg into a vaporizer and upon inhalation two mid sized draws I recall feeling nearly instantaneously numbed as my vision became very clear,sharp,and saturated with with a quickly growing pattern, It became a lattice it continued becoming as I turned off the light and shut my eyes. as I closed my eyes and laid down I seen massive storm clouds made of purple,blue, and this light blue white lightning like pattern forming in between the edges and in the contour. All of a sudden the split apart and I am in a vast area filled with stars and there are these 3 sided pyramidal type structures made of a metallic looking translucent stone or crystal. These structures have blue writing in a beautiful changing calligraphic language / text. The structures rattle to some sound and vibrate open and unfold themselves inside out, when this happens scrolls roll out with a similar writing on them from each of the 3 sides instead of pyramids they look now like the pyramids were put in pairs, their bottoms / bases attached, point's facing away from one another. The scrolls reveal a code to me and it runs through the scenery and myself and changes things. everything is rattling and I feel very euphoric and one of the sharpest sense of clarity I've ever felt, so much so that my eyes open and everything just disintegrates into some base patterns, which seemed to be remnant of what was in the space I was in, and they rather quickly but in a gradual wade fade back into the darkness of my house.
I turned the light back on and was still feeling very euphoric and having some difficulty seeing clearly due to the still seeing iridescence in everything,a sort of decaying shining quality to my hands arms and the space and the apparatus. It had been no more than probably 3-6 minutes after vaping the first bit, I load a good sized chunk of crystal into the thing and vape it in 3 substantial long tokes. Very similar looking clouds to early Surge in very rapidly and cover everything I can see as soon as I hit the lights, and I'm traveling smoothly through some corridor and it's absolutely massive and intricate, yet darkly lit, everything shines and has some purpose and it's just massive and gorgeous. I'm smoothly traveling along some form of divide made of rails which form a circuit, and I slowly cruise by these grey looking calm entities who are performing some sort of actions with the machinery in the corridor. I arrive at this rail that leads to 2 large maroon stones with pillars going upward.
I begin travelling upward vertically and I realize that the massive stones were feet so large I couldn't recognize from my small perceptive of being on the rails, the pillars were legs, there was a torso and head, the entire thing was made out of a dark maroon metal or stone it seemed. The thing was at least 100x+ my size and in the form of a humanoid. as I went up I seen a golden light illuminate everything and it pumped through this conduit of mayan looking patterns made of gold circuitry quite similar to that seen on a it surged through this massive entities head and it's eyes which look like some sort of red geometrical stones light up. It's head is really elongated with a prominent jaw and brow, Looked just like it was and conveyed to me that it did have some thing to do with the stone structures found on Easter island, and that the pyramidal structures I'd seen earlyer do have something to do with the pyramids of planet earth. This massive crown of red, orange,golden, translucent 4d Light / crystal begins spinning in different directions on different levels. Albeit with an obvious nature of every level, color, layer of petals spinning with some sense of axis and perfect equilibrium. The whole deal Pops off of the top of this massive entities head releasing a wave of golden light that rippled through everything akin to the pressure and windspeed of what would be seem in some gigantic thermonuclear explosion and it just buzzes, spins, sings, and makes a plethora of the most crazy sounds and vibrations I've seen,heard,felt and it's right on top of my head. It's conveyed to me through everything and a complete intelligible universal language that this thing does what it want's, and it's aware of my presence, and it was interested in me.
I was being obliterated I was with what ever this wave of everything was as it popped through everything and this thing became me as I seen all of the layers of the entire thing gently and unconditionally loving develop itself around me, It was so beautiful, I managed to convey one thing it was "I know what this is and I don't know if I'm ready, please help". It simply said don't struggle this had to happen, I felt my head and my entire consistence Be absorbed by this beautiful thing of light,love, and all dimension. I traveled upwards through this thing I was it, it was a vector, a vortex and a portal. I was propelled upward through the most beautiful aperture I can recall ever seeing, as one end of it I could see the most bright clear light leading to the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, I could see through the bright light the most beautiful entities imaginable and the most beautiful place a place I've dwelled before.
All around me and traveling up and out for what seemed like an infinitesimally large area filled with worlds, each world was wrapped in this gold frame, the frames constitutes a massive wall that went around me in all areas infinitely like a DoMe, each world was massive and had a clear vision of exactly what was going on inside of it and I was given the ability to see and understand. The whole thing was a control pannel, a place where Someone is Allowed To See, Everything. I traveled upward as I began to see the sheer magnitude of order of it all, it was all order, the definition of order and perfection and the most beautiful architecture imaginable. It was a dome, but it went infinitely high and it had an aperture which I had apparently entered through, Been transmuted / transported through, and I could see another level at the main top of it through a beautiful circular aperture with the most beautiful light from the other side shining through it, the rim of it was ginormous and composed of what seemed like a ring of gold larger than the circumference of planet earth itself. I was absorbed more information than I had in the 25 or so years before that. I was absorbing more and realized exactly what we are again and was allowed to have the most high vantage point as I was drawn towards the main top of the entire dome and I could see all of the windows, screens, apertures to all of the worlds and dimensions of coexistence below me. All of a sudden when I looked up I seen something, and it was earth. With me were several very important figured, dressed in the most substantial beautiful clothing and ornaments I have seem I who the were I knew who I was they were all around me helping me as I peered through the aperture. They helped me as I looked through to see earth, and all of a sudden I knew what I had to do, I know why I had lived on earth for, why the tears have been in my eyes for. All of a sudden I am there, I have been grabbed and I no longer have the other figured by me side, It's me, It's earth, and there is something Much larger than earth on the other side of it. It's utterly massive, the largest being I've ever seen. It knew me much better than I knew myself, I know knew about it what it conveyed to me, and It reached out it's arms. which are massive tentacles and as it told me everything about life and earth, myself, and it. I was then aware that at any moment my entire existence could be devoured. I've never had that exact feeling before, and this is where it get's difficult for me to see.
But I am going to continue writing this, I that it's necessary for there to be two main contributing factors to existence, and in the heart of everything that exist's there is purpose and balance, as humans we just don't see things so clearly, we certainly don't see it all everyday, we certainly seem to only see a limited part of things. It's arms all 8 or more, tentacles all had reached across the earth, they penetrated it and grew into it and the earth was just subject to it. Some reached on past earth to me, and I could no longer see planet earth. It was just me and this thing, It was now so large I couldn't see anything else I could only not even see myself. It's eyes looked right into me and I looked into them so large, terrifying, complex,old,wise, and all beholding. I was then told now to worry, as all of it's arms surged toward me I felt helpless but something inside that had been inside of my heart forever, showed itself, and let me know that I am actually more resilient than I usually am able to remember, to see, to know. as the tentacles were but what seemed like a few hundred kilometers away from me they stopped as if by some circumstance, this entity seen fit to possible not destroy me, consume me. It knew everything, the entire story, something I didn't. It began to play music with me, I realized that instead of an enemy, this thing, one the other side of earth that had consumed it. was not an enemy but an Allie, and a representation of equilibrium. An end of the spectrum, something holding a scale, balancing the scale, a pink cylinder a barrel, it rolled on it's axis it contained things, it absorbed things, the was a gigantic drill made of a metallic blue looking translucent crystal, there was a Gold disc which seemed to be like 2 discs in a way, connected to one another encrusted with a certain frequency, harmony, it flew toward it me it went inside of my chest, there was a beautiful gemstone looking flower the tip tentacle transformed rapidly into a pattern, a rhythm, a vibration, and emitted a certain frequency, and code and purpose they all played together, not only was I allowed, A Song began as all of things flew toward me and went inside of my body. Tentacles flew into, grew into my head, my torso, all over me, I could clearly hear and comprehend each of these instruments, and what they did collectively as well as individually. It changed things about my health, my intelligence, my ego, how I seen the world, how I seen myself and others, and how I seen it and the figures of the architecture.
There was a message at the end of the song, the entity told me about all of the things I can do as a person to change myself and leave rather a positive path of prints behind me, and influence others to do so, and to help others and always remember what I've been given and shown in life and use it to the fullest. The entity showed me what could happen to the world and whats happens if it's pushed too far, I had the experience of being in many places and many people,animals,plants, and the earth being consumed eventually itself.and feeling the weight of it all on my shoulders as things just consumed themselves and I was back in front of this thing, I was weeping, I could feel it weeping, it was natures wrath. It told me about entites and what people call aliens, etc, and it told me what it was and it was something like it had an ambition of healing, and growth, but it was cold. in the sense that it showed me things for what they were and it was up to me and the other beings to do our part and it's on us. It changed me and gave me all that was needed, I was told contact had been established that was vital and that I had earned my right, and that I must continue to work. It said "Bye you can come back anytime" and it started rotating and rolling away, as it did all kinds of beautiful rich blue arms,covered in very ornate pristine gold and gems, appeared from all of it's surface area and waved bye at me in succession. A gold disc which represented something monumental was propelled out of it and at me, and as it hit me I woke up in my room, and I could see my body and my bed, but I could still see the disc in front of my chest. and I could see this massive thing rolling into space as space disintegrated and slowly became my room... while I could still see it rolling and waving and singing.