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oh absolutely!

I like that you brought up the differences in experience between the two of you. I have had a similar situation where my girlfriend has never truly broken through all the way but for me, I never seem to have a choice...it just happens (but on the flip side sometimes I get shut out completely...rare, but it happens). I should note that I am not her, so I am only stating things that she has told me herself.

From what I have gathered, she finds herself stuck between both worlds most of the time. She has admitted that she is a bit afraid to let go completely and travel with the entities that beckon her (hehe, been there myself). Entity contact is another interesting subject as I don't see them every time, in fact, for the longest while, I thought I would never meet one. Anytime she has tripped on DMT she sees Entities of all sorts and varieties.

I guess all this made me realize that there is so much variance in experience from one individual to another and yet there are so many similarities. I think it would be interesting to trip from the perspective of your significant other, if it were possible. I also came to a similar conclusion as you that perhaps comparing journeys was a bit futile. It really is hard to put into words and sometimes my GF and I end up frustrated as we struggle to find the vernacular drastic enough to mean anything...still, I like comparing and contrasting but I stopped focusing on why she saw this and I didn't and vice versa. Most of that happened during the honeymoon phase of our relationship with DMT and I feel we have both grown, which is always nice. I don't know what I would do without her, honestly...besides the people on the Nexus, she is the only person who really understands me and is willing to listen to my nonsense.



But yeah, back to the spiritual orgasms...I feel that that is an excellent term for it. As I come down from a heavy experience, I feel as though I have been drenched in heavenly energy and I generally try to bask in it for as long as possible, or at least until I can start coherently writing about it.