I decided to write up a report of my trip last night, it was by far the furthest I have ever gone on psilocybin.

I had been smoking medical mj for about two weeks straight my brother has recently suffered brain damage from an excessive amount of 25i and is in the hospital. After the first time I did oral DMT (months ago) I stopped doing mj, so the last two weeks I have been high but it's rare I smoke that much (I diced to cut down on the mj from now on) but I have been smoking so much partly because im upset my brother has got brain damage like he can't function anymore, but yesterday I happened to acquire 4.5 grams of dry cubensis and 3 grams of syrian rue so I figured I would retreat into my mind for a while.

So last night I decided to take the shrooms with the rue I dosed the rue first and 15 minutes later dosed the cubes. I remember feeling very dizzy once they hit me, the room seemed to spinning and my phone was going off it was my friend, he knew what I was up to and had called to ask if I was still a human. I remember being surprised it struck me as odd that I might be going into hyperspace on mushrooms because I always thought of mushrooms as week stuff in comparison to LSD or DMT.

My friend knew more than I, but nevertheless I took a shower and got to my bed. I think I managed to get on the chat here and for a while I listened to some kind of strange psychedelic dubstep type thing somebody recommended. I started drifting in and out like an aya does but the thing with mushrooms is the visuals are much more classic than aya. The visuals ended up being super strong I had to get up to go to the bathroom at least 3 times and just walking from the bed to the bathroom was a feat. At one point I was looking at my arm and my veins and I realized I had forgotten I had a body it was like I was a savage animal just realizing I could think. I had a complete ego death as well and feel a lot older this morning.

I took the shrooms at 8pm it was at least 7am before the trip was done, mushrooms and rue are a powerful combo.

I'm sorry to hear about your brother cat, stay strong