Hi !
I will relate here my first breakthrough, not because it's the one who gave me more insights on my life, but just because it has a strange sentimental value.
I had reasonnable experience with psychedelics, even some attemts with DMT.
I loaded my bong at the time with 40mg of DMT (at that time I was not enough self confident to make my own extraction, so it was not home made...).
Of course, after exhaling, I felt this terrible rush, the growing of the universe, the power of light embrassing my hole body and mind. As I layed down and closed my eyes, classical multidimensional geometric shapes started wrapping me with not that much fear.
At this point, something strange happened. An invisible strengh forced me to open my eyes. As soon as it was done, I realized I couldn't handle the real world with so much OEVs, so I had to close them again. As soon as it was done, I was in complete darkness, no more sound, nothing... My mind was totally clear, and I suppose I was only at T+30s. I didn't understand why the whole experience faded away that quicly. As I was asking myself many questions about how did that happen, two tiny white eyes appeared in this total darkness, growing slowly into a robot shape. I realized that all the black that was in front of me had nothing to do with the screen I face while sober, it was a pure and multidimensionnal black, a real place with just the light turned off.
The apparent robot came closer and closer, and I felt a childish presence. It smiled at me and started repeating a music pattern of 5 notes, again and again. I couldn't understand, I knew he was trying to communicate, learn me something, but I couldn't grasp the sense of that, except that he had good intentions.
He finally came just next to the point where my consciousness was witnessing all this scene and opened his belly. I was projected inside of it. Here, there are no worlds to describe the technology, the precision, the richness, of what I saw. Every form was in a palette of colours from green to blue, with an incredible intelligence in each structure I could see. When the robot was moving from the outside, I felt rocked in this multidimensional feathers, fractalzing organic new world. I understood that he had nothing to do with a robot, just an outside appearence, but his inside was just god crafted.
After that, I was pushed away from his holy "bowels" and faced him again, still repeating this pattern. He attracted me with him in a corridor and we found ourselves in front of a door. He opened it, and we entered in the room. Everything was blue, clear, it was a lab. There was a big machine in the middle of it, like a scanner. I also could feel another presence in this room, but didn't see it. This one was less friendly, just neutral, a scientist doing his job, and taking care not to add affects in it to interfere. The previous robot talked to me again, but this was another pattern, much longer, sounded more serious, but I still could not understand. I guess he was explaining what this place was and what they were doing. We "walked" a bit in this room, they let me inspect the machine.
Quickly, the robot went out of the room and an invisible force made me follow him. We went just in front of enormous elevators, and I understood I had to take the first one. As soon as I was inside, the experience stopped. Like a shock, I had to open again my eyes. The OEVs were still incredible, but manageable. I was a bit sad, I started missing the new little friend. He was so young, so pure, so far from the people I was used to meet every day.
I finally came down, exchanging this sadeness with a pure joy of such an encounter, so much beauty and kindness. I was blessed, I had been "christened".
One hour later, when I was baselined, I made some sketches of the machine they showed me, just for the record.
This day, I still don't know what it was, what to bring back except the feelings from that experience, but it had the power to put me at ease with the spice, and this was very helpfull for the next times I experienced it.
Thanks for reading, hoping to not have bothered you.