This is my 4th experience with the Spice + Syrian rue tea.
My mantra was "relationships" and I said a short prayer of sorts, to God and to myself, that I would be open to "entity communication,"
and that prayer was answered very hard.
This was a 100% open-eyed experience.
I was lying stomach down on my bed, smoking the Machine vertically (lighter pointing up, spice pointing down, melted spice on the inside of the bottle not outside). One major hit, and one smaller afterward.
Fast forward: (time was indefinite and I can't reconstruct the timeline right now)
I just stared at the carpet with my dim lamp light on. My carpet is purple with off-white spots.
On DMT however, the carpet displayed indescribable patterns of molecules and light that played tricks and became more and more real until it was hyperreal. More real than real lol.
No words could describe them... this was much different than last night's trip, where I can actually re-construct in my brain the Alien command center of mirrors that I saw close-eyed.
I will spare the reader of further details of this enigmatic, utter carpet (which at this point resembled an entire enormous universe).
I heard two or three alien radio frequencies in addition to the carrier wave. One of them was a pure, discernible tone (beautiful and electric), and the other one was an insect-chirping sound that tickled my soul pleasurably. I could feel both frequencies as if they were interacting with my body.
But.. despite all this impossible beauty, the best thing that happened to me: no body, complete oneness with the energy.
Gone. My memory blanks. This time I emerged with a more decisive conclusion that I had become one with everything.
Every SECOND of this trip.. wow. It lasted between 4 and 5 minutes until I was able to even move.
โYou, of all people, deserve your own love and affection.โ -Buddha
For God so loved the world...
God is Love