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DMT_Tom
#1 Posted : 10/13/2015 6:45:58 AM

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oh dear Not another ridiculous story ~ Very happy

This was a 1 hit blast off with the machine, using a pretty small amount of spice i'd say.


The entrance into hyperspace was more gentle, but the exit was more difficult.
I took the single huge hit and turned off the light, making it completely dark.
In just about 15 seconds I felt overwhelmed.

This time I was taken to a vast command center of morphing alien computers. it was gigantic. And although the small details and colors were ever-active and morphing, the big outlines of these structures were constant and I could just watch them, stare at them, and soak it all in. This room shined with a weird dark/light effect and there were MIRRORS EVERYWHERE. I stayed here for an indefinite amount of time, my body was just dissolving.

Then it all becomes a haze... I was taking deep breaths and I heard a massive sound: the high pitched carrier wave buzz combined with a rising, deafening, silent roar. My own breathing was entering and exiting my "body" in all angles, life was just swirling through me, and my "body" was being stretched in a couple different directions like silly putty. Very VERY weird and unsettling at the time <3 but I remained calm and accepted it.

This has never happened to me until now, but I briefly melded with an alien geometric structure that was spinning and swooping toward me. I felt one such structures enter and exit my "body," it was supremely profound and beautiful yet terrifying...

Then... I was taken through hallways at light speed. and I started hearing WEIRD sounds that were hard to describe. They felt close to my ear, like someone was whispering but also very far away. this was the FIRST time I have actually heard a 'communication' from the void. Also, there was a low meowing sound that reminded me of a cat... but a really really weird cat.

Then i realized that I had reached THE END. The end of everything. As a friend on the nexus said, helping me with my words:

"[you experienced] The period on the last sentence of the last page of the book of life"

While it happened, I was terrified and overwhelmed and tried to fight it, but it was futile. It just kept rising until it was impossible to think about anything else.... So I just had to accept it, and I did accept it Smile
Then a white light and nothingness completely filled my soul.
I blanked out hard.
...

The next thing i remember was descending back into my body taking deep breaths, and getting onto the nexus chat and typing
"AAAAHHHHHH!!!"
followed by gibberish keystrokes. I turned on my light and every object in the room still had numerous outlines around it and very faint OEV patterns were swirling around.
I was warmly welcomed by happy, kind and joyful people and received so much love <3 it was unbelievable

IN summary this was a very deep experience that continues to change my perspective. I felt like I had come back from a long, long journey after this one.

I'll continue to read the posts here and keep anyone updated on my personal journey through the nexus and DMT.

P.S.
I can't believe how crazy this sounds, that this stuff is actually happening to me. Before taking this journey I had no clue it would turn out like this as it continues to unfold.
I'd read plenty of reports about it and imagine what it would be like to experience it, but it didn't come close.

I have a lot to think about now, as I have encountered not one, but three new things on this trip



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For God so loved the world...
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BringsUsTogether
#2 Posted : 10/15/2015 10:43:53 PM

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Congratulations!! Very happy Very happy
You made it!

EDIT: At the time that I posted this I had not yet read your hyperslap post. Sad Travel safe bud.
 
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#3 Posted : 10/15/2015 11:11:45 PM

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From https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Hyperspace_lexicon :

Quote:
End of the Line. When having a DMT experience and you feel as if you have reached the Absolute Point. The Alpha and the Omega of the universe and your entire existence. Then you are having a 'The End of the Line' type of breakthrough.
I contradict myself? Very well, I contradict myself. I am large. I contain multitudes. — Walt Whitman
 
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#4 Posted : 10/16/2015 2:00:35 AM

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lol awesome report.. i remember whenever i would do DMT i felt like i needed to tell someone right away cause i was so excited too haha
 
DMT_Tom
#5 Posted : 10/16/2015 5:13:22 AM

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Thanks guys!

This period of experiences will never be the same, though. All it took was one little hyper-slap and I was on my way back to humility Very happy

Backing off the DMT quite a bit, since it has become too important too fast and I am re-evaluating my motives entirely for using it at this stage. Stop
Still will always <3 this community tho.
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AcaciaConfusedYah
#6 Posted : 10/16/2015 1:20:07 PM

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Ya know, I have often felt like DMT has chapters, like a book. And, like a book, you can revisit different parts of it; you can pick it up and put it down when ever you like; you can take time to understand what the material means, to you. I don't think you reached "the end." I think you reached the end of a chapter. Smile

Take some time to consider the things you have felt through out these experiences. It'll be there, still, once you are ready for it again.
Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
 
DeeMenTalist
#7 Posted : 10/16/2015 3:13:33 PM

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AcaciaConfusedYah wrote:
I think you reached the end of a chapter. Smile

Yep. Infinity has no boundaries. Very happy
 
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#8 Posted : 10/16/2015 3:37:08 PM

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AcaciaConfusedYah wrote:
...I don't think you reached "the end." I think you reached the end of a chapter. Smile
"The End" was the name of that chapter Big grin
Nobody ever knew how that chapter ended, you're done with it before the last sentence.

DMT_Tom wrote:
...Backing off the DMT quite a bit...
Lowering to a futile 5 blasts a day will take the pace out considerably Thumbs up
Pleased
 
 
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