I began research on DMT probably 3-4 years ago. While reading Strassman’s work along with the multitude of websites, along with a few Aubrey Marcus Podcasts, I began to feel a bit disconnected from what I was reading. At the time I began my research I was an egotistical atheist with disdain for anything spiritual. One can guess that in my readings about elves, aliens, mechanical realms, ect, ect. I began to become skeptical. Much like hearing the stories of “dragons,” on LSD. I’d soon learn that dragons we’re without doubt the most normal thing I culd hope to see once I tried DMT.

My first go at smoking DMT I’d say I went a hair overboard with my pinch of changa. My wife was next to me on the other couch as I took a massive rip of it and held as long as I could. My body began to feel as if there was a massive game of Tetris going on all over. As I closed my eyes I saw a massive wire frame cube right out of an old arcade game and I pop into a geometrical room. Then essentially my mind goes blank. White lights and rooms of geometry but almost all was forgotten within 5 minutes, I remember only what I’m typing now. Next I remember forgetting to keep my eyes closed and trying to look at my wife. Was the old case of “I did it this time,” I thought I was going to die. But as I gazed at my wife she had somehow acquired a painted tribal line across her cheeks and bridge of her nose. As I tried focusing on her features, thick petal-like rays of geometry were protruding from her head. I attempted to calm myself until the experience abated. While not exactly easy to recall, it most definitely changed my view on a lot of things. Though my second experience absolutely changed my life.

As I woke up the morning after my first experience I had a feeling of wonder. Couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something inside those rooms. Still not a full believer of entity contact I got myself to venture into hyperspace once more. Alone this time I loaded the changa ripped and lay directly down. This time I’m more prepared for the intensity. As I pop through I’m put into a mixture of the book case scene in interstellar and the compartments of a dollhouse. I’m standing atop an infinite staircase looking at each room of this insane place. Each looks like a portal into a different impossibility. I’m alarmed when a face bursts into my peripheral vision and locks eyes with me. I’m so glad to have people reading this understand when I say, this being was impossible to describe, ever changing, and by far the funniest thing I’ve ever come into contact with. At this point the being backs up and lifts its morphing appendage in a “come here,” motion and I’m pulled forward at light speed.

The next portion of the experience felt like I was chasing this being through a carnival made of geometry and infinite rooms. It would be similar to blinking as fast as you could and every time your eyes opened you’d see another beautiful, impossible room before you. I felt the same playfulness and mischievous tone I do when I chase my son while I toured this insane place. After a while I noticed if I scanned the rooms quick enough I could catch the entity looking at me, sometimes in funny poses, sometimes making faces, and sometimes even trying to hide. One area I remember vividly was a top down view of something that looked similar to a Ferris wheel with dimensions contained between the spokes. Needless to say there were points that escape my explanation. Was like being next to the speaker at a rock concert but being able to hear a pin drop. Dimensional impossibilities are probably the easiest way to say it.

Want to say thank you to anyone who read all of this. Constant fight of Integration aside, this was a beautiful life changing experience. That being said, nothing will ever prepare you for what awaits. We are but small fish in a massive pond. I look at the world with new found wonder and amazement now. DMT hasn’t taught me much but what it has taught me has been invaluable. Cherish everything you hold dear, leave your ego behind, be as kind as possible always, and most of all we know very little about the power of the mind. Thanks Nexians.

-TMC