PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Confident, relaxed and anticipating
(physical condition) Set: Healthy and well-rested
Setting (location): In my favorite room at home, next to a DDR arcade machine and sitting on a couch
time of day: 2:30
recent drug use: Syrian Rue Tea (yesterday, by itself)
last meal: Yogurt and granola, two hours ago
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 78
known sensitivities: None
history of use: (in the past, in order): Alcohol, cannabis, Nutmeg, LSD, DXM, Kratom, and a few other obscure psychoactives not worth mentioning
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Syrian Rue Tea at T=-1:30, + DMT extract - yellow crystals via my first extraction (Cyb’s Tek)
Dose(s): ~40mg loaded, two hits total
Method of administration: The Machine (home made, glass coke bottle)
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00
Duration: 45 minutes
First effects: T=5 seconds
Peak: T=5 min
Come down: T=25
Baseline: T=1 min
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes: WOW
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 1
Impleasantness: 3
Visual Intensity: 4 (holy cow)
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover:0.5 (slight headache a few hours after)
Afterglow: 4!!!
REPORT
No words can describe it. Mind utterly blown! This was the most amazing, weird and powerful experience with any substance beyond my imagination. The cliches are true: nothing could have prepared me for this.
The best way to describe this is a psychedelic explosion. The first hit was like lighting the fuse, while the second hit was the entire barrel of powder going off and exploding the universe.
Also, I think the moderate Syrian Rue tea dosage I took prior to this perhaps doubled or tripled the length of the peak plateau effects, to the point where I was not sure if it was over (it wasn’t).
I did this at home in a very familiar place and under good conditions, but it didn’t even matter. I didn’t know who I was, where I was, and what I had done for a very long time, or how long it was gonna last.
The first hit was taken, a moderate amount, using the Machine and a torch lighter. I held it as long as i could and exhaled very little vapor. The world around me instantly felt lifted and “breathing,” accompanied by distorted light and cartoon-like effects on visuals. My failed attempt last week prepared me for this, and I was not over the edge at all. Just feeling shaky and wired.
I listened to some relaxing and very meaningful music and had a beautiful rushing mini-trip for 2 minutes. No visuals or anything, mostly just a body “high.” Then I decided to take another hit, which I successfully did somehow despite considerable impairment. My body was shaking and uncoordinated, but i knew i needed more DMT to break through.
The second hit … well, that did it. It was huge; the entire bottle filled with thick grey vapor.
While still holding it in, I had to put down the bottle and lighter. I then exhaled half of it, and eventually the rest. This time, i exhaled clouds.
As I exhaled, I didn’t even know what was happening to me at all. Part of me was in the real world, but I was also simultaneously exploding into another dimension.
I exhaled and leaned forward, elbows on knees, and had to focus on breathing because it was freaking weird and insane. My body felt like it was dissolving into energy. While listening to music, A massive wave of hard-to-explain open-eyed visuals sprang out to me. It was an infinite wall of vivid, slowly moving fluorescent snakes with rotating geometric patterns in place of spots. These rivers of molecular patterns were floating lazily through the entire body of the snakes… this was all with eyes open. They were too intense to focus on, they just filled my entire field of vision and the bright lights were overwhelming from them.
Again: the scene in front of my open eyes was no longer of this world, it was completely filled with geometric patterns and bright moving shapes rapidly pulsating with fluorescent flashes.
I was completely unprepared for this. Looking in front of me at my metal dance machine, its panels were swirling with ayahuasca vines, snakes, and the most ridiculous patterns imaginable, all coming straight at me. It was overwhelmingly bizarre. At this time there was a huge auditory “tryptamine buzz”, making it extremely hard to know what was going on and making the music playing very unpleasant. I had to stop the music at one point.
I remember this experience quite well, even though I blacked out a few times from its intensity. I could spend hours describing the visions, they were alive and pulsating. While blacked out, I had a moment where a blinding light flashed and I briefly saw a bright yellow human fetus in a millisecond. Also my entire universe at one point was just a huge Alex Grey painting of those faces going off into infinity. Absolutely… indescribably weird.
I was able to turn off the music and interact with the world if necessary for very, very short periods of time, despite having the hardest trip imaginable. I kept forgetting if I’d breathed, and time was no longer conceivable. I went in and out of my body a few times. One time, when I returned, I felt liquid warmth in my crotch area and said out loud “I think I pissed myself” (I actually didn’t). LOL
I plateau’d for a few minutes, then the comedown started in waves. I kept talking to my sitter throughout this, but was having difficulty forming words. I felt so crazy, with him being sober and me not knowing who or where I was. Talking to him, I would think it was over and then it would come back and I’d have to just breathe. During one of these times, i looked down at the carpet and it became alive with writhing, fluorescent bacteria which glowed and expanded until they filled my whole field of vision. I asked him if he saw it too, to which he replied “No, I haven’t smoked yet” hahaha. I was still out of my mind, not knowing what I’d done.
Another weird effect: Bright lights were flashing on and off in a very real way. So every time I opened my eyes during the peak and plateau, it looked like someone was turning off and on bright fluorescent lights. Colors were so intense, everything was throbbing with insane amounts of energy.
As it was happening, nothing made sense It was so overwhelming as my entire body and mind had just exploded into another universe. I knew I wasn’t dead, sure. But the realm I was in was more intense than even the most bizarre, trippy dreams I’ve ever had.
The comedown - what a relief. I was just really high and pacing around laughing and walking in circles, because my mind had just been blown. I was glad it was over, because honestly it was the most weird and scary thing I’d ever done. Surviving it gave me so much joy as I gradually was able to form the words to describe what had just happened to me.
An hour later, everything felt normal. I had no trouble integrating. This honestly felt like an intense dream. I am not sure what the long-term effects will be of this breakthrough, other than wishing I could talk about it to more people.
I am proud of my extraction, it turned out really good. The yellowish-white fluffy crystals easily dissolved into the steel mesh. Taking a good hit was incredibly easy.
I am also insanely glad I broke through, this was ridiculous! Thanks for reading
I can’t wait to see how i feel about all of this tomorrow because, honestly I am still in shock.
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