PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: Calm
(physical condition) Set: normal
Setting (location): somewhere comfortable, secure and familiar
time of day: 11pm
recent drug use: None
last meal: Light meal 2 hrs previous
PARTICIPANTGender: Male
body weight: 250
known sensitivities: None
history of use: novice
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): Changa - 50/50 pure white DMT and 10x caapi
Dose(s): Its complicated - See report - 75mg total
Method of administration: Smoked in bong
I'm working my way up to a full breakthrough dose. It's a long process because I have a lot of things going on in my life, and by the time I have a good opportunity and I'm in the right kind of mindset, months can pass by. I'm OK with it. there's no rush.
I started with a small pile of 30 mg (50/50 changa) measured carefully, I was going to smoke it all at once but at the last minute decided to do it in two parts (roughly half). The first dose, I started to feel like the air had been sucked out of the room and when I closed my eyes I had some mild but noticeable CEV and some slight strangeness to the character of my thoughts.
This started to wear off after a few minutes so I smoked the other half of the 30 mg. It was basically more of the same, so I eyeballed another 15 mg and smoked it within about 1 minute. I closed my eyes and tried to get deeper into it, but it just wasn't enough. As I mentioned, good opportunities for experimenting with DMT don't come up often so I wanted to take another shot at it. I measured and loaded another 30mg and took it all in one big hit. (this was probably about 15 minutes after the last hit, so there may have still been some lingering effects as well.
This definitely got things happening. Before I even exhaled, I could hear a buzzing sound ramping up and I could tell right away that i was in for something a bit more intense. I laid back and closed my eyes. I could immediately see clear, vibrant, and powerful red/orange/yellow fractal type patterns filling my field of vision. I also noticed a white light that appeared to be emanating from my forehead and seemed to be growing brighter with time. I could feel vibrations through my body but the strongest were clearly coming from just behind my forehead.
As I tried to focus my atention on this point, the fractal images started to get closer and closer to my "eyes" until it felt like thery were going to literally touch my face. It was very intense. I was still fuly aware of what was objectively going on, and I opened my real eyes for a few seconds, but everything appeared roughly normal. maybe some minor distortions, nothing interesting. I closed my eyes once again and watched the colored patterns until the experience started to wear off. In total, the intense effcts probably only lasted close to 5 minutes. I have a feeling that my 10x caapi may not be very strong.
Regardless, this was still a very intresting experience and I think next time I wil try 40mg of changa in one shot. I think it might get me close to a breakthrough at that dose and I want to try to edge up to it as much as posssible to avoid overshooting it too much.
Yesterday, upon the stair,
I met a man who wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today,
I wish, I wish he'd go away.