Recently When I have been smoking spice my experiences have not been all that psychedelic.
When I first tried dmt about 2 yrs ago It would come on so hard and fast, i could hardly ever get a full hit using a crack pipe because the hallucinations were so strong and over whelming I just had to surrender and enjoy the experience for what it was was, its was great...That dmt was obtained with in my circle of friends. I did breakthrough twice using this spice and it was amazing as you would image...crazy visuals, exploding colors and shapes and dmt entity's that seemed excited to see me.
I have since started to extract my own spice (from acbr) like most other members on here, Thanks to everyone who has helped me along the way with my extraction. And as i said recently when i smoke i'm only having mild hallucinations and i quiet often cant remember much of what happened and the memories i can remember are very normal day to day type things. It quiet often feels like my room fills up with people and I am talking to them but they are normal humans and I quiet often can remember the trip as soon as its over but with in seconds my memory fades like forgetting a dream just after you wake up in the morning.
The last time I broke through was pretty crazy and its the only full breakthrough i've have on the spice i have made, i did remember most of this experience. During this breakthrough, i inhale all the spice i had loaded in my crack pipe in one toke (which i have never done before) I tried to go back for seconds but it was to overwhelming, that was the last memory i had be for i got take back to what can only be described as "the womb" it was kinda dark but pink, wet, and restricting....All i could do was squirm around and try to find away out. Suddenly A finger pocked through the womb releasing the presser and the finger also went straight in to my head....my third eye maybe? After that i was transported to the infinite universe where i was nothing and nothing existed, essentially i was reduced to nothing. After a short time i returned to my body and awoke to a living room full off dmt visuals...It was a very powerful trip and i thought about it a lot for many days to come.
In the month or so following i did smoke more then usual because the fear of dmt and faded away and i had done a few extractions so there was always plenty around for me to use. A bad habit started where i would come home after a few beers and either smoke what was left in the pipe or other times i would load it up and attempt a breakthough....the beers always made it seem like a good idea, sometimes just a little tippsy, others pretty drunk....This is when the blackouts and non psychedelic trips started happening. After a little while i did break the habit of smoking while i was drunk for two reasons. 1. because when i introduce it to people to am quite firm about dmt not being a party drug and here was me doing exactly what i say not to do and 2. The trips were not that fun and most of the time i could hardly remember anything, there were no breakthroughs, amazing colors or fractal and no alien entities.
I let about a month pass with out smoking any just to get out of old habits and to give the respect to the spice that it deserves. I smoked some last night and had similar experience. I had 2 toke, (i have never weighed my dose's).I then i felt like i entered a space where i didnt need oxegen and that i was running around my room that was packed with people and making noise and waking my sleeping roommates. As the spice was wearing off it felt like lots more happened but that was all i could remember, i just had a mind blank. The visuals i had were quite mild and kinda boring, sure everything looked a little different but not as sharp and vivid as when i first tried dmt, actually none of the dmt that i have made has been as hard hitting as the spice i first obtained which lead me to think that it was made with mhrb as i have only ever extracted from acrb. Thoughts?
Just wondering if other people have had these type of experiences and will the warm welcoming trippy amazing visuals and entities one day return?
Could there be something up with my spice?
during the last 1 - 3 extractions after i scraped my spice from the baking tray i left it overnight to be 100% sure all solvent had evaporated....could leaving it exposed to h2o for this amount of time see a decrease in potency? I separate my spice in to 2 piles, one with the white fluff and 1 with the more off white waxy stuff. I tried a re-x once with 1 gram of off white waxy stuff and all i got back was 0.1 or 0.2 so i dont think i will be trying that again.
Thanks for taking the time to read this, any thoughts and advice welcome.
