I want to share the big big difference in inhaling soft or strong when smoking DMT.
I used a GVG and dosed around 35-40 mg, I know this is a bit more then a one-hit dose for me but I like sometimes multiple smaller hits afterwards.
I inhaled first time but saw that my lighter flame was quite weak, and I also felt that the visuals came quite slow and soft.
After a few minutes, I inhaled again, and after a few minutes again. Only seeing soft visuals and experiencing a sub-breakthrough.
Then I remembered that inhaling strongly creates a lot of air flow and thus lower temps, and because my lighter flame was quite small, i deliberately (vision was still quite blurry and still tripping half) inhaled
very slowly and very long.
But after 5-10 seconds, clouds rolled in and I was taken over, Wow...
Never thought that with this one dose, after 3 soft hits, this 4th could come so strong only by slowing down inhaling and thus increasing the temperature.
I had a full breakthrough up to a certain climax (probably also climax in accompanying music) and time slowed down dramatically till the point of multiple seconds between one music tone.
Sometimes I still heard the music on the background of my conscious.
Then when I slowly came down after a long time, I clearly experienced the physics of time perception and why people at different ages experience time difference.
Just after the peak, in the first 20% of coming down, I experienced time in the same way young people/children experience them. It had to do with the experiencing of time NOW without reflecting to past and future which give length and age to time and life. It's like only looking 3 steps ahead on the road, so you never know where you are and also don't know how long the road is and will be. This was exactly how a trip would be described, an experience with forgotten beginning and with no thinking of an end)
And as I gently came down more, my vision of past and future became longer (I saw more steps in front and behind of me) and so my time experience become longer. And this continued quite some time, also while emptying my GVG with some leftover hits just to experience this 'thinking' process longer.
At the end I clearly saw (for myself) reasons why everybody of my same age complains that time goes by faster and faster,
I also could see ways how to break this pattern which gave me some mental pushes to my lazy ass so that I hopeful will also do this in the future and don't fall victim to the same traps, which are so easy to fall in in our normal way of living.
Staying young and keeping thinking young is not easy, it doesn't come by itself, you have to do it yourself, but it's possible!
A lovely sunday afternoon.
