PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Bit axious, but OK and enthusiastic for what is comming next
(physical condition) Set: Had cold for a couple of weeks
Setting (location): Alone in room, night, friday, no disruptions possible
time of day: 1 hour in the morning, night
recent drug use: Caffeine small dose, 1m Etizolam (probably, these days you know...) for pre launch anxiety, which is beneficial in my case
last meal: A bit of fruit pure, like 30 min before

PARTICIPANT
Gender: male
body weight: ~60kg
known sensitivities: By this time I know only about tolerance(s) and NO-GOs
history of use: experienced, kinda

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (Black tea in form of Masala chai, Etizolam), DMT
Dose(s): (1,5 cups, 1mg), 150mg spread out into multiple GVG hits
Method of administration: vaporized using trusted GVG


EFFECTS
Administration time:
1. T=-0:20 1mg Etizolam oraly
2. T=+0:00 30-40mg DMT vaporized
3. T=+0:15-4:00 DMT in sub-breakthrough amounts
Duration: 4 hours
First effects: Pronounced psychedelic breakthrough
Peak: 5 min for hyperspace, redosed to keep visuals going until possible or anxiety build-up
Come down: 10mins
Baseline: T=+4:00

Intensity (overall): 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes: UNEXPECTED!

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Unplesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 4
Body load: 1
Throat problems: 1



AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 1 hour after reaching baseline, some kind of afterglow - happiness and need to write this down persists


REPORT
20 months ago, I REMOVED . Done STB for the first time. Obtained huge 1,75+% yield, gave a little bit away to create a positive carmic interaction. 1,7+g of DMT freebase ranging from shiny white flakes to yellow-orange lupmy crystal were saved into 1ml vials and classified under 4 categories depending of the color and weight/volume ratio - made up my own 4 level scale for it. Vials were stored with oxygen absorbents into a tin can, and that with activated charcoal in an air, moisture and light protective ziplock bag. Saved for 18 months in an secret outdoor sheltered location, not.

Weighted 55mgs off-white DMT (grade #2 on my scale, #1 being shiny white) and melted them into Silicon Carbide Foam Filter of the Glass Vapor Genie. Suddent axienty filled my limbs, but knowing I want to "get home again", I decided to take 1m Etizolam pellet and waited about 20 minutes (Feels like Etizolam, but I am sceptical of everything these days).

Flame enters the cavity of GVG. Huge amount of white smoke fills up black coated inside of the GVG. Mellow on the throat, but intense smell. "Did I just burnt some of it?" No time to think, instantly not as important as getting the glass to the safe position. Lying down as prepared, 5, 4, not ready though, 3, launch.

My ego is dying, but tries unsuccesfully to beat the death. Time dilates so much, the sharp take off suddenly seems slow enough to perceive. Angels say, "welcome, back," I follow them. Ego does not fight anymore, it is not present anymore. Hyperspace.

It passes, I see I was away. The memories come back gradually. They come to me. I exist again. Who? I. I did this to myself. It's just inside, there is an inevitable end to this. I am gratefull.

5 minutes passed, saying from experience. I know I want to keep this going. Waited until comedown more 5 minutes, so i can manage my movements. I left a LOT in GVG. Second small boost, the carpet makes me stop oing further, just looking at it. I cover my self... I am cover myself with all of it. It a blanket, it's everywhere. I am home again.

I keep doing this and weighting out a total of over next 3-4 hours, occasianally taking break not to make anyone affraid, just in case. The euforia is intense and somethimes not even worth keeping touch with as my ego goes through self-reintegrating process and soaks up with love and joy of being.

I am trying to compare water, orange juice, fruit pure, pre-prepared yogi masala. Each make me laugh, enjoy myslf and everything. Can't yet integrate it all, just enjoying it. I enjoy the kick of Caffeine, and mellowness of the benzo. Never though this would be so profound for me.

After this, I am reborn, visuals refuse to come back, I start to worry, if anyone worries, what's going on in this room. Sirenes outside, but far away. It's time to clean up. All the saliva I spit on papertowel prepared on the ground before hand. Sitting down to write this. I m so grateful for what just happened. I needed to share.

18months worth of waiting preparing and anticipatng the night, which came tonight. More 2 hours passed from baseline. This was the best quality extract I can be proud of myslef. Time for going home again. Reached 97 substances evaluated, but only the spirit of DMT would take my hand and agressively, but gently at the same time, grab me, where I call it home - I love it, but I rarely seak it. That is just incredible.