Hello friends, mentors, Nexians,

Aislin (ASH-lin) has just been born into this world. As such, this is her first forum post, anywhere, ever. She apologizes ahead of time as posting in forums is fairly new to her.

I have explored some psychotropic delights but there are so many more I have wanted to explore and enjoy. I must say mushrooms have been a favorite (with Calea Z a close second for different reasons). My purpose has always been recreational (less so now). I can't quite remember how or when I was introduced to (but not tried) Spice but that seemed to be the next big thing for me. Eventually I found the Nexus in my search to learn more. For nearly a decade, I explored the Nexus comparing (but not understanding at the time) teks and methodologies. I believe I learned of ayahuasca here as well and look forward to a guided experience someday.

I have never felt the need to comforth and contribute. Now I am compelled. Aislin has successfully completed q21q21's tek for jungle spice from MHRB back when she first discovered Spice but never had any success with it until her very last attempt. This was all due to improper technique. In the end she created a version of "The Machine" and derivatives of to make my own (which she has every intention of sharing the design). Now she has ACRB en route which was part of the reason of her finally becoming a member.

To summarize, what I once considered strictly recreational has turned somewhat spiritual in a way. I seek to see my ego shatter (which terrifies the hell out of me at the same time), I seek guidance (from shamans, mentors, nexians), I seek answers, I seek the ability to give answers.

For now, hello and thank you.

Glad to have you here!!