So I have the reoccurring journey, everything happens in the exact same order, nothing is ever different. The first ever journey was the most intense one and I went all the way and ultimately it ended with a near death experience and me thinking about those who I cared about the most and it brought me back down to Earth and I woke up in a panic.

Ever since that one trip I've had the same journey 4 more times, every time I go a little further but never as far as the first trip, honestly all the events unfold exactly the same and it's like if I remember something I can then progress on to the next stage. It is such a feeling of dejavu because honestly it's all the same, there is a part where I feel like I'm moving around and that my head is being turned and this is where I go to before where my head feels like it's being turned and it's going to be turned complete 360. I can't describe what I see but at the start this is a family of people and it then progresses.

Has anyone else had anything like this?

I have had a reoccurring trip too, and my best guess is that there is something in my life to work on before 'progressing' so to speak. So far I think it could be stuff like social anxiety, relationships with people, a healthier lifestyle, or something a simple as posture.

I find it's always best to leave room for these kinds of experiences.. to allow a greater perspective to unfold. It may not come at you all at once or like it does for others because everyone has different outcomes.

Perhaps try to do something new and fresh.. like changing habits, perspective and motivation. Even small changes can have the greatest impact. The list is endless..

Thanks for that, I've had a lot of changes in my life for the better, healthier life style, more active and doing much more now. With what has been said though I wonder if it's due to me still having some mild feelings/thoughts about my ex and maybe I need to get over those before I can progress? Thing is though it's so dejavu, I know what happens at the end of the journey but I had that journey before I met my ex and I guess it does kind of make sense.

Thanks

Repeating trips allow you an opportunity to pay very close attention , to remember and learn more of whats happening.

As others here have mentioned, the psychedelic journey tends to lay down the path in front of you. But it is the sober everyday you who has to do the walking. Perhaps it is telling you "Why do you keep asking? I've already told you. You already know where this leads. Here, ill show you again." The psychedelic experience tends to gain new meaning as you grow and uncover more about who you are. Kind of like spiritual texts... Go figure... So really, a single experience can last a lifetime.

I never had it this literally, but I did have expriences of dejavu on more than one occation while doing Daime. It is always about my lack of self-love and very harsh self critique and the realisation that I need to project more love in to myself. I guess this is the way I choose to remind myself, and this might be yours.