Not going into specifics here but if my journey's are pervaded by demeaning thought's of other's upon me. Are they their actual thought's or is it my imagining of what they think? My previous journey was pervaded by one particular scene involving some friend's of mine. And it remained in my mind as though an image was burned into it. With that pervading my mind it made it rather difficult to think or do anything with any efficiency.

I'm usually very hesitant to say it's what they think because I don't want to just base it off a trip without some more information. Also what can I do about it to get past said scene?

Ask your friends what they really, honestly think of you.

That's definitely something I've been thinking about a lot lately. I'll get around to it maybe next week on a day off. I just know how weird trip's can get so I couldn't help but wonder can it really go that far? Or is it just showing my insecurities and w/e else through the voices of people I know. And thus accepting that as there thoughts would be missing the point.

Most likely it's just your imagination. You may be picking up subtle undertones in your relationships with them, and these small observations crystallize into something that feels like telepathy while on the spice. Rationally, though, I'd say it's your own thoughts.

If you are taking the spice in a group you may feel sort of like you are on an exam table during your turn. It can be almost impossible to shut off these thoughts and just be present in the experience. Because of this I will generally only take it with one other person at most, someone with whom I am very comfortable. That can help minimize this sort of clutter.

But Gibran has a point... When in doubt, ask. Your trips may be guiding you toward understanding yourself better.

Thanks Guyomech, ya I've definitely been leaning towards it being some extreme representation of what I may feel another thinks of me the undertones as you said (Can be so hard to tell without a psychedelic manual lol). Even though I've prolly had at least 10 trip's I tend to be a bit of a recluse. Been slowly working on getting back in touch with friends and family. And there's certainly a few people who have been a tremendous help for me, just talking can be a powerful aid. As opposed to thinking one can do everything oneself as I have done.

Anyways if anyone else find's they have something worthwhile to add feel free. Otherwise thanks for responding it's very helpful hearing more input on this stuff.