PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: Clean, pre-meditated a few times
(physical condition) Set: Perfect
Setting (location): My room, on my bed.
time of day: 12:00AM, stormy night
recent drug use: Cannabis, LSD (2 weeks prior)
last meal: Salad with a side of raw carrots, 30 minutes before.
PARTICIPANTGender: Male
body weight: 65kg (145 lb)
known sensitivities: Hearing
history of use: Experienced with psych's, mostly LSD, a little with shrooms.
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): Cannabis, DMT
Dose(s): 100mg
Method of administration:Smoked (caked)
EFFECTSAdministration time: T=0:00
Duration: ~25 minutes
First effects: Extreme fractal patterns, weightlessness, confusion
Peak:10 minutes in
Come down: 25 minutes in
Baseline: 1 hour
Intensity (overall): 4 is such a minor rate for this. but, 4.. 4 for sure..
Evaluation / notes: Dear lord
OPTIONALPleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 4
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 1
Afterglow: 4 Im a changed person. Life, deserves to be treated like a petal.
REPORTFirst of all, id love to thank all of you on the nexus for helping me. This was my first MHRB extraction, I used Cyb's Salt TEK. Thank you so much Cyb's.
Oh man where to start..
I had just finished the brew last night, around 10-ish.(PM). I was incredibly excited. Enthralled, that I had created my own adventure, so to speak. Now, i'm a very challenging person. I don't like to half ass amazing things. I don't rave on LSD. I don't party on it. Nor shrooms. I treat it like how it should be treated, a mind awakening door to the beautiful side of reality, that's put to the sides by the things that cloud our own perception. Anyways, I took a big dose. A big one. Heroic, if you must, especially for it being the first time. I had my white magic spice on my scale, looking at it in awe, as I realized it was the time. The clock read 11:50PM. I finished my meditation and begin to weigh out my dose. The small amount I put on their weighed at 140mg (like, maybe .062, ya know.) I started cutting it down, to get the proper dose i wanted. I made two piles. One was the 40mg dose, the other was the 100mg of it I didnt put back into my bag, I was saving it for my friend coming over soon, I didn't want to have to take it out and re-weigh it and such.
Anyways..
I got lost in the music, I was sure that I put the 100mg on the left side, and the 40mg on the right side. Oh boy..
I packed the bowl I thought to be 40mg, in with some marijuana and a little parsley. It was my first time seeing it in person, so I wasnt use to the whole eyeing out thing, like how it would be easy for a stoner to eye out about a gram if they looked at a nug.
I put it in their, nice and snug, and took my first toke.
I inhaled the pure white smoke slow and hard, trying my best to not cough up a lung. I have iron lungs, so, it wasn't hard to clear the bowl. After my first hit, I felt a rush of intense psychedelia hitting my cortex. I felt every single cell in my body, explode in fractal. I heard voices telling me to finish it. That I must finish it. I took one final hit, clearing the bowl. I don't know if I coughed, I don't even remember exhaling. I dropped my bowl (Didn't break, luckily lol), and fell back.
I kept falling back. Falling back and back and back into an infinite space. I closed my eyes, and it was as if I opened them again. I opened my eyes, to find myself in front of a humongous sun. The sun was red, flaring orange and purple discs of extreme heat. It quickly turned from a perfect circle, into a shape that had no definite sides, yet had every imaginable side that could possibly exist, and more. It's edges were infinite, it's depth was in numbers, multiplying every nano-second.
The sun exploded in my face, but, I was so alright with this. It felt so good. On the other side, I was met by these giant crystal aliens. They were so happy I finally came to visit them. I know this may sound weird, but, when I trip on LSD, I imagine this safe, happy place. I imagine these beings guiding me. And then.. I was there. Right in front of me. The beasts that guide me through a bad trip. Right in front of me, no longer an imagination. Or a mindset. I could reach out and touch them. They kept telling me they have so much to show me, that they're glad that I have opened my "5th dimensional eye", and that I have finally came in contact.
They opened their arms, reaching out to me in a warm welcoming kind of matter. I went to hug them. They're arms grasped around me, and pulled me into what you all know as, hyperspace. I was flung into this realm, trillions of light years away from the edge of the ever expanding universe. I was seeing my past, as well as my future. I was seeing these incredibly vivid, colorful machines, doing everything. The machine outside of the universe, creating the universe. The entities arrived by my side, talking to me in foreign languages, but I understood them. They put their hand on my shoulder and asked me, almost begging me, to come back to them more often. They were crying crystal tears, with every drop holding enlightenment beyond anything I could ever explain. The one on the left, smiled at me. Pleased that I was pleased. He was so happy. I'll never forget it.
The one on the right, seemed to be more mature, in a sense. Almost jealous. As if every entity in hyperspace, is designed to show their "human" the other side. And he hadn't gotten his yet. I found that to be funny, but, aside from that, he grabbed me one last time.
This time, it was just.. Wow. I folded inside and out, left and right. Being flooded with information about every cell created. I felt like a million blankets were forming into me. The entity told me he will be waiting. And that he will always be there for me, whenever I needed him. And that he will miss me dearly.
I opened my eyes, as my room slowly started to materialize back to normal. The clock read about 12:25AM-ish. The room slowly becoming a tangible thing. I felt so. Loved. So cared for. Like, this being has been there for me. I made a promise that id visit him soon. But, not for a while, im still shaken up by how intense it was. It was like I was actually there. Perhaps I really was. Perhaps time froze, and they dragged me there in an instant, leaving a rag doll of my body to fool those who may walk in on "me"
I must say. There is no way to sum up DMT. Just. Wow. Any word to describe it, is an understatement of massive proportions. Even these words, mean nothing to what it really is.
I really do thank Cyb's and the whole Nexus community for guiding me. I am such a better person. I eat salad's regularly, I take it upon myself to call relatives, such as my grandma, just to tell her I love her. Just to ask how she's doing. I look at every flower petal as something amazing. Something of pure beauty. Everything, constructed from such a small, complex realm of things we can't even see. From cells to electrons. We are all beautiful. You are beautiful, your douche bag next door neighbor is beautiful, even that asshole coworker that makes you seem dumb at your own job, is beautiful in a light that only this magic gift given by various plants, can allow us to see for a brief amount of time.
The picture below is my (crudely) representation made in paint. the black, being the edge of the universe, the colorful lines, being the bending of time and space being created. The sacred geometry, representing the machines, and the being, a very, again, crudely depiction of the entity. He looked to be made of diamonds and crystals of all sorts. Colors, are exact as i can get.
This is yours truly, saying pathos is really invalid in me.
Enjoy life, my brothers and sisters
-PathosInvalid
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