After couple of months of experimenting with lower doses of dmt (range from 10-25mg).
I found out that they can be sometimes very frustrating and fear inducing.

All this time a was dealing with a lot of irrational fear that was related with full blown dmt experiences. This i see as aftermath of my last mushroom trip and lots of read experiences that had me in a paralyzing anxiety and fear as soon as i would load my vaporizer and bring it close to my mouth.
Two days ago i had finally mustered enough courage and in a split second decided i loaded 40mg in my little homemade vaporizer.

I took a leap of faith.

I cleared all of it.

My life ended with unimaginable utterly orgasmic explosion in the center of my head.
Everything transpired in one single moment.
As i died, Universe died with me and in this moment of death life was born. It was me and Universe.
I was welcomed with love and smiles. Countless hands reaching out to me...welcoming me back, excepting me.
Everything is excepted in this eternal Love.

I am so happy!!!

This is very inspiring, thank you.

Good stuff

magic

yesssssssssssssss

Welcome back! I'm glad you got there! That love is indescribable

I am also happy to be back and to be crazy enough to go after what i feel is my path for now in spite all that fear that was dragging me down.

I also forgot to mention that when i came back i had overwhelming emotional recognition that i want to be a father in not so distant future. Damn you DMT!!!

What do you feel is "your path?" Fatherhood?