Greetings ones and ones
Tonight I had two experiences on the spice.
If you don't mind I will now relay at least what I can from these journeys.
First I loaded up a bit into my vape. Local shaman left me with just enough to breakthrough and have a bit of spice left over to use for how ever I wanted. Anyways, I load up the vape and start inhaling....keept going,,,held it in and then let it out.
Suddenly all these thoughts of other people were floating thru my head. The voice of my partner said " now we will never get married" which kinda took my me back a bit so I think that's why I didn't let go and breakthru and then
Suddenly it was like I was at the peak of an ayahuasca ceremony cept in my bedroom, I cloosed my eyes and watched as these vines started to form a lion (I listen to a lot of reggae and am a Leo) then opend my eyes and saw how bright my room was filled everything was super bright, I shook my rattle for a bit began to sing an icaro but switched to just singing about how beautiful everyone is. Kept feeling like I was about to breakthrough but nothing just a warm feeling in my brain, decided that it was getting a bit much and walked into my kitchen to stretch it out. For some reason on non breakthrough doses my body loves to stretch and feel itself it's amazing. Anyways after that I started to feel massive amounts of love from the plant teacher and it slowy started to dissipate, and then just bliss and wonder. I called my partner right after to tell her how much I love her and just make sure we are stil getting married. She has not tried any of the sacred medicines she is a herbalist just never had any journeys.
Anyways after that I t went out with my housemate for a walk to talk about stuff. Came back home, he went out to get some herb so I thought oh golly gee what a time to take the rest of this medicine. Didn't want to go to far so I made a herbal spliff with the dmt in it. Turned on some Icaro and then began held in each hit then let it out somehow just on time with the music. I go inside and suddenly I'm struck with this dark feeling, I'm really not enjoying this so I go and light some sage and bless the room and myself and as it fades away I turned on some jah9 and my heart soared I was dancing and singing really feeling it.
Tho I just get this feeling that the second time was darker because a) I didn't treat the plant with much respect was in a hurry, b) I burnt the plant.
So all in all I had a great time and then a massive lesson. So I will never again be in a rush to enter the holy realms
Blessed love to all brothers and sisters,