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#1 Posted : 9/23/2014 12:17:43 AM

Its a question of perspective...


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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Ready
(physical condition) Set: Fit and healthy, but eating too much pizza recently
Setting (location): In my bedroom
time of day: 15.30
recent drug use: Infrequent DMT use, smoked weed two days before.
last meal: Pizza, last night and veggi sausage sandwich in the morning

PARTICIPANT
Gender: male
body weight: 80kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: perhaps 50+ vapourized DMT trips...

BIOASSAY

Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): ~35mg
Method of administration: Vaporized, Vapour genie, one hit.


EFFECTS

Administration time: T=0:00
Duration: 15 minutes
First effects: 0.1 seconds after vaping
Peak: 2-6 minutes
Come down: 7 minutes
Baseline: 15 minutes

Intensity (overall) 3/4
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4
Implesantness: (0-4) 0
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 3/4
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AFTER-EFFECTS

Hangover: 0
[b]Afterglow
: 4, supreme feeling of wellbeing & love, lasting several hours.


REPORT


Hi all,

So this trip was the second of a vaping session. My friend had come round (he had broken through for the first time a few weeks ago) and he was keen to sit and watch me go on a journey. I think he is still integrating what he has experienced, because he wanted me to try and narrate my way through a trip, perhaps so he could try to gain some understanding. I had planned on meditating and then vaping later anyway, and he is a very dear friend, so I obliged, even though I felt nervous and I assured him that my faculties of speech are most likely severely limited throughout the whole experience.

So I loaded up 30mg and blasted off. I of course completely forgot about my friend, and when I became aware of the room again, even though I was still connected to the spirit world, and the kaleidoscopic tangled tentacle portal that seemed to connect to my third eye, I was unable to really give him much insight into anything. I struggled with expressing anything, and would lapse in and out of failed speech, barely able to string a sentence together... 'It's just...' 'There are stages...' 'Being taken apart...' It was only when I was almost fully sober (15mins) I was able to offer some retrospective analysis. (Has anyone tried this? Is anyone better at it that me?)

Anyway this is a side note to the second experience.

In the post analysis of what had just happened, I decided to blast off again. And I said 'Show me love. I would like to be shown love.' As a kind of 'request' to the spice in my pipe, all as part of the experiment my friend and I were conducting.

The second time I hit the vapour genie, my friend was recording me. It came on almost instantly. An incredibly beautiful female presence, seemed to enter my being, my field of experience, almost instantly. I hadn't even broken through, I don't think, and I was aware that she was there. She seemed to say 'It doesn't matter who you are, or what you are trying to do, but follow me' Of course this wasn't verbal, more in the intuitive almost telepathic communications which are becoming more familiar.

She led me into her realm, and I could tell straight away that this was going to be special. My friend was trying to talk to me, and I had a vague sense of wanting to communicate with him, but I knew this bond that I was being shown was far too special to break, so I walked away from his voice and followed the spirit.

Then I must have broken through.

The feeling of love was immense.

She took me down to a single point, something I have never experienced before, right down to a tiny singularity, and then she opened it up. Love came pouring out, I could see the kaleidoscopic brightly coloured information pouring out of this infinitesimally small point. She opened it wide and more came out, then she slowed it right down so I could see exactly how all of this came from nothing. She then closed the point right down again, and briefly the pouring of love slowed, before she opened it again.

I wasn't me observing it. I was me and her at the same time, if that makes sense.

It was one of the most profound experiences of my life.

This continued for a while and I basked in the love I was experiencing. On the way back I remembered my friend and opened my eyes to tell him.

And then I wanted to tell all of you...

Love Love

Much Love <3 xx
 

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anrchy
#2 Posted : 9/23/2014 3:07:40 AM

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Nice, sounds like an amazing experience.

When it comes to verbal communication, whether it be you talking or someone else, its best to wait till after the experience is over and you have come down enough. I would ask anyone observing me to not talk until i have sat up.

Talking while in or someone else talking while you're in just proves difficult and can hinder your ability to go all the way most times. I find it very difficult to form sentences when i come back, often times for a good 10 minutes.

I suggest that you and your friend try to exercise complete silence during your journeys as much as is possible. Its seen as disrespectful to the journeyer in my household to do otherwise.
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Old Crow
#3 Posted : 9/27/2014 12:16:38 AM

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And then you wanted to tell us all about it, seems that happens to me too. Thanks for the newsBig grin
 
 
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