It happened, my fellow Nexians. It. Finally happened.
About half an hour ago, I had my first look at Hyperspace. It is there. You all were right.
Here how it was:
After my failed attempt few days ago, I've decided to give it another shot.
So, I take out the mesh of my Machine, put around 40 mg of DMT on it. Then I slowly apply a gentle flame on it, just so that spice could melt and disperse through mesh.
It melted nicely, and I put the mesh back inside the bottle.
The moment has come. I lit up the lighter, and put it bellow my machine. The yellow flame is dancing bellow it, I slowly inhale to help my spice vape. And, weak sound is there, and after it, my machine is filled up with smoke. Time to inhale.
And I do it. As my machine was full of smoke, I took it all in. Held it for about 20 seconds. Then exhaled it. I was surprised at how much of it I've exhaled. White cloud forms in front of my eyes, but it's quickly dispersed. Time to take another toke.
I try to take it, but I barely took anything in. My body felt light as feather, and I had a sensation of pressure, just like I'm underwater and diving. It is becoming overwhelming, and I put the Machine down (now, I regret this).
I lay back and close my eyes. Visuals are starting to show up.
It seemed like thousands of small hexagrams. These hexagrams slowly started to change into something even more complex, and they started to dance. Their dance was followed by ethereal sounding wind chimes. They seemed alive, because their dance was so...perfect and coordinated (sorry, dear Nexians, I guess that I can't find proper words).
Soon after, the view started to change into something different. It was some kind of...portal I guess? However, it was impossible for me to enter it. I was slowly starting to get aware of myself again.
At this point, Ive opened my eyes. My room was like some kind of underwater place, and it seemed much bigger than it really is. Slowly, I get up, and turn on the light.
And that's when one more strange thing happened. As soon as I looked into the light bulb, I've noticed that light wasn't fixed, but it increased in luminance. It grew bigger, and bigger until it was bright as a Sun. My entire room was filled in white, pure light. Never in my life I've ever seen such pure and beautiful light. And I've bathed in it. I let it purify myself. I let it erase all darkness that was inside my heart, all that is eating up my soul, and causing the misery in my life. I let it wash away everything bad in me. It was beautiful, pleasant, warm...it is impossible to exactly describe how it was.
Some time after this, light returned back to normal, and everything went back to what we usually call "real world".
There's some kind of afterglow that is having effect on me now. I feel so happy. And I do have a reason to be happy. And I want to be happy.
Thank you Nexians for your support.
Peace and love. May the all living beings be connected and happy.