Hello everyone, This weekend I had the pleasure of experiencing an event that will shape the rest of my life because of what I witnessed and things I learned from it.

It started on friday after meeting up with a friend I'd recently met at a psy gathering where we smoked had taken lsd and smoked some dmt and had some pretty amazing experiences. originally there were no plans but I knew for certain that we'd both be wanting to smoke dmt. The weekend turned into 3 days of relaxing, smoking hashish and vaping dmt coupled with nitrous. We probably smoked over 10 times each but there was one experience that stood out.

On the Saturday we'd been resting for the most part as we'd been up all night, We were waiting on some hashish which we'd been chasing and after it finally came we smoked some even though I'd always thought that thc had a bad synergy with dmt (had only tried it once but I was pretty faded) and this hashish was truly incredible so I felt completely fine going into the experience with it. We hadn't smoked any dmt since sleeping and had been waiting until we'd obtained the hashish as we only had a few canisters of nitrous left and it was really adding to the experience in quite a profound way (It seemed to just completely remove the ego temporarily allowing one to instantly submit to the experience and go deeper) When the time to smoke some changa finally came we lit some candles, put on some music and a visualizer and I loaded a bowl of changa for my friend and helped him light it before preparing my own. I had a pretty overwhelming experience earlier in the weekend so I was still feeling a little uneasy about going deep so I loaded 50mg of 1:1 changa and cleared it in 1 hit, held it in for around 20 seconds before exhaling, taking a few deep breaths then breathing in the whole canister and then I lay back and for some reason started repeating the mantra 'all is well' (believe I read that here) and this seemed to bring me into a deeper trance like state where a part of me continued to repeat this mantra while I was fully able to observe and think about the visions that I was seeing. I vaguely remember this first one but I remember being impressed by how deep I had managed to go from 0.5 which before had barely produced CEV's mainly just increasing colours in the room and making everything look highly defined.

As I came down from that I instantly felt like I should go back again, I poured an unweighed amount of changa (roughly 0.1) into the bong and cleared it followed by nitrous. In the last experience the mantra had at some point changed from 'all is well' to 'all is love' I resumed repeating that second mantra and I was kind of repeating it along to the beat of the song I was listening to and before I knew it I was viewing this spiraling tunnel that had walls of white, green, red and yellow. There were countless geometric shapes protruding from the walls which were all sorts of colours and were extremely defined. This tunnel stretched on infinitely yet it was all in perfect focus, It was sharply 3D, I could see depth beyond each spiral of the tunnel that was just truly mind blowing. I seemed to get the idea that I was staring off into the infinite of the universe and then these entities came out from behind the various 3d shapes protruding from the walls and they started waving at me signaling me to come towards them. They looked feminine and kind of android like. I seemed to remember them from another experience I'd had which had been very overwhelming.

Next thing I knew I started twisting through this tunnel at an increasing speed, faster and faster and faster until I seemed to hit the very edge of the universe but I didn't stop there I completely burst through it! to be greeted by huge cheers, celebration strong feelings of love but these weren't coming from anyone else, these were coming from me.. or the infinite energy I had become. I had become the source, The pure energy of the highest vibration which the entire universe manifests out of. I can't even explain how great I felt. Everything made sense. The life I came from, all of it was built up of this same energy. Life was just this game we play with ourselves, things that normally seemed like problems only were so because of the way we approached them. I remember also being in places that looked a lot like some of Alex Grey's paintings. What was interesting also was that at times the music we were listening to was there in the experience and I could hear the words in the song but they had no meaning in their language.

when I came down I was just in utter bliss, There was no meaning in negativity in my life as we are made out of an energy that is so far beyond it. I felt so truly connected to this world that in that moment I was able to identify as myself but also as my friend next to me almost as if I was percieving the world from both mine and his perspective, there was no him and I only all as one. I felt like I'd been given THE lesson and I was allowed to take everything back with me. from here dmt existed for me to play the game and that is to help me figure out myself and my life and simply to enjoy living.

After a break we smoked again, I this time had the intent to do delving into myself and had two pretty amazing experiences.

One is a bit unclear in my head but it felt like I got sucked far into the back of my head and I was doing something that I can't quite remember but it felt almost as if I was organizing things in my head represented by colourful blocks.

The second was very vivid and I managed to keep the image very clear in my head for some hours after. After smoking I saw this form start to take shape before dividing up into several shapes, hexagons or octogons if I remember correctly and then they started popping out as 3d shapes with multiple faces which highly intricate patterns containing strange objects. Most of the vision was red and dark red but then an offwhite colour started surrounding the form which itself was constantly morphing in and out whilst the patterns were endlessly changing. The off white colour that surrounded it had also become 3d and was morphing into human looking things (which lacked the presence of an entity) and then morph back into random smooth textured forms. The patterns within the form also would randomly morph into faces which would make faces at me or wink, sometimes the faces would form with the patterns in an erotic nature. While all this was happening I felt like I was in a room but I was only really aware of my mouth which kind of felt like the doorway into this room. (haha from smoking dmt?) This all started going away by retreating back into the wall or collapsing on itself then the room kind of vanished into these doors leaving me in the blackness of my own mind apart from these doors that were still open with various bits and pieces of hyperspace poking out kind of saying that's the end of the show! good bye for now! see you again soon! it was almost as if it was sad to be leaving me. I just started saying thank you! thank you! thank you so much! over and over in my head as this door was closing.

It seems that after this weekend I've been accepted by hyperspace and have learned to overcome fear and just bask in joy as I'm shown around hyperspace.

I don't really know what more to say about all this.. There's alot I've missed out. this weekend has been the most notable event in my life and I already feel a multitude of changes because of it. I've often struggled with understanding people and why they do the things they do and I might never but I truly understand the mess that we all go through and I love you all, Thanks for helping me experience what I now truly wish to help others experience.

YAY!

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Words cannot come much closer to the truth to me than what you just wrote

Thanks everyone, I am still glowing from the experience and feel 100% certain in it too, I guess this is what I've heard to be called a reality confirming experience. I don't want to say this is the way it is, My prior experiences with spice lead up to this and I don't think I'd have been able to experience it if it wasn't for the multiple lessons and application of those lessons I'd recieved after smoking it. dmt is a truly mindblowing thing in this universe, even though I've experienced what feels like the ultimate, I know that I could go lifetimes and still be learning new things from it and about it.

I wish this experience on everyone, 'when you're ready it will happen' truly applied for me.

I'm really excited for you. It does seem so ultimate, as if we can say, "yep, that's it...THE lesson." I liked the part about you rearranging the blocks of your own mind. "Everything made sense." When this happened to me, it was more than a week before the afterglow began to fade. It is a kind of peak spiritual experience for sure.

I don't know though, I have a friend who is super smart and a very kind soul, but not at all spiritually inclined. When he came back from hyperspace after having quite a bit, he said, "I saw THAT thing. That thing people call God. I can see how religions get started." But he doesn't mull the implications for very long or think it is something much more important than a really cool roller-coaster ride. My body and mind just don't process it in that way. It absolutely rearranges the way I think and perceive the outside world. I'm just now trying to be more understated about it and not such an annoying proselytizer. I wonder if experiences like you and I had are really that similar to the experience he had.

Anyway, congratulations on your gift. That part about cheers and applause after breaking through was also particularly striking.

Thanks again, yeah this peak experience has given me insight into what I need to do outside of psychedelics to progress within my beliefs, I've never had a clear path but it is starting to form. I can imagine that the afterglow of the experience will fade but the lesson will stay with me forever, helping motivate me on that path. How has that been for you?

I think it has a lot to do with your mindset before you smoke dmt, I experienced an OBE at a young age and have since been certain there's something beyond this world and have been open to it, and I think it's just that. We're able to block off parts of the experiences if we're not open to them, It's sort of like the quote you're 'only able to recieve as much love as you give' or however it goes. Then there's also the fact that I've gone through around 6g of dmt since I first started back in feb, some of it I've shared out but for me, this is the first time I've been able to say with every inch of my heart, this is IT. I've also noticed that I've misunderstood a lot of experiences in the past and I think that's where a lot of negative experiences stem from, The behavior of these higher entities is so complex that what we perceive as negative is just misunderstanding and my solution to that has been to not try and understand, The lessons I need will come when the time's right.

I feel I need to be careful about how much I spread the experience itself with others as spreading it will probably do more harm to what I want to achieve. But such a meaningful event in ones life is hard to keep to oneself.

It's quite interesting, in my last DMT report I wrote about how in the end of the experience I was in a completely different world where I was face to face with this child who communicated to me; this is all just a joke, or for fun or something and at that point I kind of got the impression that the experience was but I'm starting to believe that this child was trying to communicate that same truth to me but I was unable to understand, too astonished by what was going on around me.

Thank you, that cheering is one of the things that stays with me most.