Yesterday my brother showed me a video which has had profound impacts upon the scientific community because of it's implications of what matter and vibrational frequencies really are. Be prepared to have your mind blown.

The two-slit/or double-slit experiment:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DfPeprQ7oGc







I prepared. Woke up at 5:30 and worked hard, straight for 12 hours. Did my very best to Watch every thought, and every feeling. I returned home exhausted. watched the video, and sat in silence, and briefly speaking with my friend. It's time: the space was calling me.

I took a draw, and closed my eyes to avoid the incredibly intense distortion of reality that accompanies a hit from the sacred spice, this, of course did not work. I began to notice a blue swirling smoke which turned into a kind of fractal and then back into smoke.

This morphed into a little child, but this was no ordinary child, an almost demonic entity, whom, upon closer examination opened it’s mouth to reveal a swirling vortex. This multiplied and zoomed out four times.

An air duct formed in front of me, metallic long, never ending. My head was placed into this vortex, and suddenly, thousands of little creatures (almost Jim Henson's labyrinthian-like adorable entities) were working feverishly to quell any inner turmoil that would go on inside due to unnecessary thinking. “Ohh no, it’s in me…” Was the last thought I remember before observing a large tall figure stoop over me, as if I was an engine being worked on by some large person above me. Below me was another one of these entities moving something nearing my sacrum.

The being above moved something in the upper part of my body near my head, as if realigning a loose part in the engine. Below me I could sense another one of these beings were working on my lower half, almost as if cutting open and repairing a broken piece. I could even hear the sound of liquid moving out of me. Cool air moves all over the body. Every now and then I would hear a loud POP! Almost as if being slapped by someone.

(Does anyone else observe this while on the brink of breakthrough? if so, what is your experience? I really want to hear)

This was not painful, quite little startling. The like… 30 minute spance between partaking of the spice and breaking through, I feel this kind of limbo of weird, very intense stuff happening, is this the ego-death?


I felt fear come in, a fear of people being behind me and not knowing why they are there. becomind instantly aware to this nearly instantaneous/instinctive emotional over-reactivity, I said aloud, “Thank you, It’s okay, go ahead.” To the entity above and below me. immediately a large hand came out of nowhere and removed a blindfold, unconsciously my eyes opened. Before me was the most beautiful scene, endless, never changing, and eternal. An enlightened being was before me, meditative, unmoved.


“I had left this! I’m back.” I instantly recognized this place. I closed my eyes and noticed all of the sense perceptions, my breathing, The feeling of the body pressing against the floor due to gravitational forces. The sound of wind. I sat up, body posture erect, in the full lotus. I even looked down and saw these two long brown fleshy objects below me crossed. "Ohh those are legs!" I thought, "those used to be mine, what a silly idea, MY legs.. as if legs could be mine, be personal. I can't imagine claiming ownership of the sky" I laughed.


I looked at the being in front of me, and it gazed upon me with an intense look, smiled and nodded, as if to say “Yes, you’ve come back.” I had a deep feeling of love emanate from within.

[The being was very loving, but I can't honestly be gender specific as to what I saw.]

"everyone will ultimately reach this place of no suffering, it is inevitable. The little dramas the mind makes up and constantly develops stories around only distract us from the bigger picture." it communicated.

This unmovable force, ever-growing, curious, fun, loving, never-ending, always was, always is and always will be. Nature in it’s purest essence.
This state began to diminish somewhat in intensity due to the spice wearing off

“You’re not ready” it said smiling, so I focused very deeply upon the gaze the being was presenting me with, and became very still and peaceful. At once the patterns of peace and love returned. “This is why meditation is so important!” It said. "Freedom from the noisy mind that constantly takes up most of ones attention."

I looked up

“you have not yet trained your body and aligned it with your will. Outer has not yet merged with inner” I could feel it say.







The entity slowly tipped it’s head down, Immediately my head tipped down in unison. We both stared down at the power outlet in front of me.

“This outlet is the epitome of the human condition. Physical objects forward the illusion that beings can control life. Control is not real, you cannot control life, because you are life. We ARE the very thing we are trying to control. This truth is not something you can know, because you are that.

Instantly a quote from a book I had read flooded into my mind.

This entity repeated it too me:

"You say, “I want to know myself.” You are the I. You are the knowing. You are the consciousness through which everything is known, and that cannot know itself. It is itself. There is nothing to know beyond that. And yet all knowing arises out of it.

The “I” cannot make itself into an object of knowledge, of consciousness. So you cannot become an object to yourself. That is the very reason the illusion of egoic identity arose because mentally you made yourself into an object. “That’s me,” you say, and then you begin to have a relationship with yourself and tell others and yourself your story."

The being looked back at me, “She is not ready.” I suddenly remembered my girlfriend.
My past pain had tried so desperately to free her from the prison of her mind, andthis was one of the primary motivations for obtaining the spirit molecule.

An kind of almost ego-insurance if you will. "If this didn't work" I would think. I've tried everything. I began to realize how arrogant this way of thinking was, and Instantly, remorse pored over me. "This is what repentance must have really meant" I thought. A growing awareness of your own arrogance out of ignorance.


“Do not force her.. She is where she needs to be.”

It looked back down at the plug serenely, I followed.


“This plug is comforting to many, a prison for their minds, but also a pointer to something far greater (The plug began to morph into a vibratory frequency pattern eerily similar to the one in the aforementioned two-slit video, and then back into the flat, dead image of two slits, just like in the experiment.


"When you are lost in your mind, all you see is the two slits; something you can comfortably box and label: reality."


When you return back here you begin to notice you were never not here. The pesky little troublemaker, “Me” --who you took to be who you are-- got in the way of an already beautiful fantasy." The plug became a vibratory pattern, brimming and teeming with life, fractals, patterns coalescing, mixing, then separating simultaneously.


The being looked back up at me, “It’s time to return, you’re not yet ready.”


The room slowly returned back to it’s original still frame form, I looked open eyed at this scene, in awe at what I had just experienced.


I looked back at my friend who was with me in the room. He had his eyes closed and was sitting in the full lotus position. I was floored. I was speechless.

I felt as though I had a glimpse into the reality our mind makes a flat dead image. And we live in this flat dead image frame by frame, rather than being in it fully.

But that, even that, is just a pointer to reality, to the truth.

This is why the finger pointing to the moon is not the moon.