Hey guys I'm new here and I would like to tell you abuot my first psychedelic experience.
I tripped on acid for the first time in my life a couple of months ago, just a bit before I turned 21 years old.
I thought of giving acid a try quite a while before I did it.
So it was on a friday, me and one of my best friends Rastaman (she is a girl, lol) were planing on going to an underground trance rave party, nothing too big, a littel party organized by some friends of our (about 50 pepole, that allmost everyone knows each other),
it was the second time I go to a party this guys are organizing and they do really good parties.
So Rasta told me she met tow new friends a week earlier in a big trance festival and she want to pick them up from another city (not the city they live in, they took a taxi there so we won't have to drive so much to pick theme up.)
But Rasta can't drive so she gave me her car to drive and we got to that city Rasta's new friends were waiting for us.
On the way we listend to some good music but one song caught me the hardest, later it became what I use to relax myself when having a bad trip.
When Sara and Tommy (Rasta's new friends) got in the car they came with a very strong smell of weed and they were a littel high and very nice, I started to like them right away.
Then we drove back to our city to pick up another friend and then finally we were on our way to the party when it's about 2AM.
We enterd an amazingly beautyful forest and found the secret location of the party.
We talked about drugs and psychedelics on the way so when I got out of the car I told my friends I eant to try acid today.
Later, around 5AM, Rasta showed my a guy she knows how sell acid and lended me some money because I didn't had much.
He droped one drop of clear liquid on the back of my hand and I licked it, I was extremly excited about doing it for the first time, I remember it had a littel chimicly taste (so now I know it wasn't real LSD, or it was mixed with something but then I had no clue).
Sara also bought a drop of it and then she gave me a couple of hits from a joint with some very good weed and we went to dance.
Slowly the weed started effecting me and kept thinking when will the acid kick in and ask myself maybe it has allready started, but the I left it and told myself when it'll start I'll know.
And then it started, the music sounds so diffrent then a few minuts ago and every thing looks more alive.
I was looking at a psychedelic art picture that was hung there and noticed the I dicovet a new detail or a new color in it every singel second. The sun started rising and I danced like crazy, it was amazing. I took my shows off because I felt traped in them and also didn't wsnt anything to seprate me from the ground and the nature.
I closed my eyes and saw amazing shapes, patterns and colors.
Suddenly I felt my spirit is higher like floating 2 meters above my body and not in it anymore.
I saw some people mixing some water with flour makeing dough and bakeing it on an open fire, it seemd pretty fun so I asked to join them so they gave me some dough and while I was shapeing it I talked to one of them and suddenly I've seen myself (literaly) from her eyes, I watched myself shapeing that dough, the bread turnd out very nice but I haven't eaten any of it because I didn't felt any physical need.
I felt my spirit (me) is traveling alone and my body goes by it self and no longer conects me to the physical world like it normaly do, kept telling people arond me "I am not really here, my body is here but I am somewhre else".
Rasta and Sara were gone, they'r bouth lesbiens so they were starting their realationship.
So me and Tommy, who took MDMA that night, we left the party for a while and went traveling in the forest.
I went barefoot but coldn't feel a bit of pain, even that I knew I was cutting my feet and there are many splitters in them, insted with every step I took I felt my leg is growing roots into the ground and I am a part of this amizing nature and world.
Every thing looked so bright, colorful and alive and amazing I felt like in a fairy tale story.
We talked alot, got to know each other and even shated so pretty deep insights. I really enjoyd talking and listening I felt that my words have so much power and with every word I say I create somthing new, I could feel their energy.
Then stuff went a bit wrong, I wanted to talk to Sara because I needed to talk to someone who also took acid. So I called Rasta and talked to Sara just a couple of words but it made me feel better.
The me and Tommy set and I had this amazingly sublime euphoric felling and I told him if I'll die now that would be fine.
Then I got really scared I'm stuck in this state for ever, it was so big I didn't imagend it is possibel to go back and be sober again. I thought this state of mind is my new state of mind for ever.
So all my friends came and relaxed me until I was better,
They told me it will soon be over and I'll go back just to normal (bullshit, it was abuot 10-11AM I was at my peak). Then we all went back to the party I found my shows and we drove to a lake in the area.
On the way ther we stopped in a shoping center to grab somthing to eat.
I stayed in the car and Rasta stayed with me so I wou't flip out, she relaxed me and sang songs with me and poured water on me.
We got to the lake and I went to pee and I was relly amazed by the water it look like it was made of many layers and colors I've never seen before, then i heard many sounds around me and could listen to each one of them all at once, like I have 7 brains and each on consetrates on a diffrent sound.
I started to get jumpy again and asked my friends to take me home, it was already noon, on the way home I was so scared from the drive I kept telling Tommy to drive slower and watch out.
When I got home I took a shower and got to my room trying not to be around my parents too much.
I rememmber watching a program about chitas on the Netional Geografic chanel and the TV was very very bright. I was at the come down and started singing myself the song I mentioned befor and my mom started singing along.
I just layed in my bed and talked on the phone untill I fall asleep, that took me a while (at Satetday night).
The next morninig I woke up feeling very good.
I was completly sober but never went back to being like I was before.
I think my creativity has incrased and my mined opend.
Since then I took acid tow more times and had pretty good trips.
Thats about it, I was glad to share hope you enjoy the read.
Cheers!