I'm sitting here in my living room, not at the best place in my life by any means. Terrible heartache, huge life changes, a lot of chaos.

I'm smelling DMT over and over and over. I haven't smoked in so long, but something is telling me to. It smells like it's right under my nose.

..thoughts?

Drink it.

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DMT/Hyperspace/Consciousness/Whatever is something that needs to be addressed and interacted with accordingly.

When you ask why you are doing these things the questions become apparent.

Ask them. With and without language.

They are the paths that must be paved and never will lead anywhere until you do.

You will have unfinished business until you find whatever it is you are looking for.


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And even then after its been found there is still that electric recalibration that waits with or without intentions.
Underneath the philosophy is an undeniable physiological sustenence.


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if you are looking at hyperspace as an escape you better look the other way.

You always have the best one-liners

Yeah I mean it's nothing like that I actually don't do DMT anymore because it's just too much for my mind.. way too intense and I'm not afraid to admit that. So why do I feel like I should smoke? Just a strange feeling..

My two cents,
If I were in your position I would approach it with maybe 5-10mg. I would keep it a very low dose so I can gauge my level of comfort. If you feel uncomfortable, take another break from it. A few weeks, a few months? No rush

What he said, I often sometimes in similar situations will smells either weed or DMT and it has a way of calming me, I would go with what you body feels but you've already stated you may not be in the best set setting or mindstate, We can't tell you whats right for your body, only you can. If you feel it will benefit you start low and work your way up over a couple hours maybe clean up the room or something to be comfy prior, have some water near by, and some good music ready. Maybe take a day to prepare for this via meditation and slowly increasing doses by intervals of 5 mgs until you feel you've gotten what you're seeking from it, but go in knowing you may not get what you want, even if you ask and prepare for it, never expect, because that will lead to further stress if expectations aren't met... but take it with a grain of salt. Life has a funny way of eventually making the peices fall together just right.... follow your heart.

just my opinion this isnt a craving, your not doing this on impulse, if it says do it then you should do it.

i have had a call for aya for a while now, one which i have not really taken, and since that call i have been terrified to go back, because i heard it as clear as day, a thundering like a sound half way between a bell ringing and a drum beating, like if you take a piece of metal or glass and you rub it just the right way the resonances becomes deafening as if it is calling out across entire reaches of space.

im still afraid to answer it, but i know i have to and soon, the information is to important, the implications to profound, but it is terrifying you know, knowing you will never be the same person again, terrified of losing all the ones you lose, because you know in your heart that the path to englishtenment is through distruction and that means you must break all the bonds that tie you to the limitations of this world.

their are people i love and i do not want to lose them, but i must accept it, they will die and so while i, and unless you accept it you are unable to see the beauty of true unhindered reality.

if you have heard the call then answer it, i know that as i say this i am terrified to, follow the path to the end and do not stop until you cannot find any where else to step and then when you have reached the end jump right off of it.

Answer the call and rise to the moment, become more than the sum of your parts.

i hope one day i will be able to take my own advise.

WORD.

I had my last experience (mushrooms) almost 6 months ago. I was in really bad and anxious mood (two months straight) and scared but i had a call and i was terrified to oblige. But something deep inside of me was directing me and i said f%$& it do this and whatever comes comes. We are meant to answer those calls...it comes from deep inside and that is true bravery. When you have this relentless fear but you step in to that darkness...The warrior way.
I must say that was one of the most challenging and revealing experiences so far for me.
In the end the darkness and fear are part of us and we must face them so we can learn, know and except each infinite part of the whole...and GROW as human beings. This is the evolution
of human species taking place in your own mind.
Brother you are good to go!

A 10mg dose should clear the cobwebs and help you decide if you want to go further. There is tremendous thereapeutic value in low dose dmt.