Second Pharma experience recently went well with a difficult biological moment at the end.

200mg syrian rue, full spectrum
45mg White spice

all dissolved in 1/2 shot glass of lemon juice, stirred vigorously for a few minutes, then transferred to a glass of OJ. I had had a slice of pizza about 2 hours prior and ate some bread soon after taking the dose. I also brewed and sipped on some ginger chamomile tea.

Everything taken at the same time. No delays.

By t+60 min I had mild CEVs, OEVs were mostly just blurry vision. I was noticing the B&W CEVs overlay-ed by flashes of intense rainbow prism like spectrum. T+60-T+90 was the peak. I was getting brief impressions or glimpses of my two jesters. One is a male who seems to just stand there grinning at me. The other is female with what appear to be really long arms. She is the active one who likes to tumble around and will finish with a flourish like a gymnast in the Olympics. She makes me laugh. I was just barely able to perceive them on this amount of spice and it didn't last long.

As it was wearing off I remembered that I really wanted to talk to an entity this round and kept thinking "Hi!, Hello!, Heya!" at any glimpse of these folks no response. I wasn't in deeply enough.

Overall this wasn't enough DMT to take me where I wanted to be. I considered re-dosing and passed, considered bringing out the GVG but passed. I wanted to get a complete picture of the pharma cycle and timing alone.

I was very aware the whole time of where the spice was in my digestive tract. I could tell it was moving slowly. For the most part this was fine and not uncomfortable but I had an incident at about T+2.5 hours that shook me up.

About T+150 I began to feel faint. The Spice had seemed to be almost completely worn off at this point. I could tell it had moved into my lower intestines and was nearing it's, um, final passage out of my body. This feeling became nausea inducing but not vomit inducing. Things were too far south for that. This feeling became more and more intense and began to really worry me. I felt like I sometimes feel when my blood sugar drops too low. This grew in uncomfortable intensity and I was definitely in distress. At one point I felt "like I could be dying" and seemed to black out for a second. A few minutes later the feeling passed.

My working theory is that some amount of spice/harmalas had made it to my lower intestines and found entry into my bloodstream in that area. Possibly delivering a very short lived but intense dose. I don't know though. My last pharma session was with yellow spice and this had been with pure white crystals. I don't know if that would make a difference. I also didn't drink water during the trip and I really should have been. If anyone has any advice for this I'd love to hear it as this is something I'd prefer not to repeat if it can be avoided.

I think I'm going to up the dose to 60mg (+15mg over this one) for my next round and probably stick to yellow spice for now. I'm still working through the fear and easing my way in.

--Guildnav