Where do I even begin!
I set up on my bed so as to accommodate the (expected) unimaginable.
I pack a steamroller pipe with about 1/4 a gram of 15x Salvia Divinorum and proceed to take my first 2 hits
I hold in the smoke for about 20 seconds each,
though by the end of the second inhalation I was beginning to experience a sort of elongated time
(which I was somehow both conscious and unconscious of)
I start to feel funny as Im lighting my 3rd hit and my action of doing so seemed like a scene from a movie I had watched many times before.
As Im holding in the smoke the salvia really hits me and the wall opposite of me begins folding inward
(I can only describe it as similar to a multi-dimensional four leafed clover) As this goes on I notice I am seeing every "frame" of all physical objects in my vicinity moving in time. like an animation if all motions were visible at once.
At this point I decide it's probably best if I lie down,
which i perceived more as falling into my own body.
I close my eyes and I feel/see myself outside of myself in some sort of tunnel space
I become aware of myself in a figuration similar to that of a 5 pointed star,
where a rounded "wing" of energy was stretching/exploding/pulling from each limb and my head.
I felt intensely strong vibrations projecting outward from each "wing"
I experienced my body separating into 5 pieces, painlessly but not without an intense feeling (indescribable)
I remember hearing/saying/thinking "you can have my body"
who or what I was talking or listening to I can only fathom as psychedelic forces, entities maybe, but not in the traditional sense of a presence.
I recall during this "transformation and communication" I lost myself, I had no bias towards the situation.
However afterwards, my ego/self/identity did return to me quite anxious of the situation I was in.
Although after a few (what felt like seconds, who can say) I started laughing, the most honest laugh I ever experienced
( if that makes any sense) and I was laughing at my ego, from a place where it couldn't reach.
This place was the most confident essence, though firm, and still me.
I don't remember much after this, but the experience settled down quite fast, until it left me in dreamy reveries for about half an hour.
(comparable to the day after a nice dose of lsd)
It's fair to say this compound ripped the floor from right under me, but I was and am excited to try it again after the initial shock.
This plant has a lot to teach.