So I loaded up my bong with the tobbaco i have infused. Loaded up a big bowl, the mix is about a 3rd actives.

I've had much expierence with psychedelics over the years, some good some bad, mostly good and some extremely enlightening expierences with mushrooms a few years ago. I feel like they have shaped me and made me a more wholesome person.

I took 3 big hits and closed my eyes. I had trouble taking the 3rd hit as my body was weak in a good overwhelming way like with mushrooms but so much more energy going thru me! I fell back on my couch and was absorbed into this beautiful , changing, perfect geometrical dome. I have seen this before when taking lower doses of the spice and meditating but i felt so much a part of it this time. I always have this sense that this is "god" , like everything comes out of this giant all encompassing pattern. Ive never seen this pattern except with the spice. Mushrooms give me an overwhelmingly almost unreal feeling of being conncected to everything. But this is like I felt it, i was seeing it, becoming a part of it.

My body shook with bliss and energy and i felt my being almost floating outside my body in a way. I had music playing (sigur ros) and I could hear it and knew where it was but i was a part of something else completely. My full attention was this amazing .... everything? The patterns, the feelings... As everything reached a kind of plateau (after 4 min. Maybe) I felt as if I was about to float of somewhere else streaks of blue ribbons and white wisps of light circled by. I dont know if I wanted to go there but as soon as i started to feel and see that I started to return. The dome (its so much more than that) faded and i was left with this ocean like floating , all calm and serene with clouds of lights floating around, like looking out into a beautiful foggy ocean lit up by a nice bright moon. Serenity.

I can't explain this all to well and I feel like I am unworthy of trying to in a way. Thanks for reading! And thank you all for helping make this site what it is! Much love =)

I thought you did pretty well trying to discribe it.
I enjoyed the read.

We all know these things are hard to put into words.

On the contrary, it is your experience. There is no such thing as deserve. It is yours.

Over time you will get better at explaining the unexplainable. One thing you can do that helped me was to read other reports and "borrow" certain methods of explanations they used. Either way i liked it.

Thanks for reading and for the replies. I will write more when I have more internet to use.