Is that right, .1g, as in, 100mg?? Youre very fortunate that your smoking technique was a little off haha. If you say there was a cherry, you likely burned off a lot of your product.
Xtals are very delicate and can be burned, thus wasted. Very careful vaporization and temperature regulation needs to be practiced to properly heat the spice. If you had had 100mg in say a GVG (vapor genie) and vaporized it perfectly, you might still be stuck out in hyperspace a whole day later
With that said, don't focus on the breakthru's. They'll come with time and experience, experience being a must. This really is a baby steps type thing. I personally have not yet experienced Aya, but to my understanding, it is a gentler more navigable experience. Freebase, in SWIM's experience, is like being shot out of a cannon. You have to be a little more careful with dosage, starting out slow and small will help acclimate you big time. Even then, you will still go further than you imagined possible. It can be potentiated and lengthened by vaporizing it with an MAOI such as Rue or Caapi leaves (enhanced leaf, or changa). SWIM's first very good experience, which was the 2nd experience with spice ever (which followed the bad experience described below about a week after)was with probably about 10mg or so. 16ish mg was loaded up, but there was some I was able to still vaporize after returning from the trip to see if I had gotten the entire dosage, and I didnt, so I estimate it around 10-12. It was absolutely the most loving and beautiful experience of my life, even though it was only about 4-6 minutes.
Baby steps isnt even a good word, crawl. Crawling is way better than baby steps. You say you were scared youd poisoned yourself. Imagine heading into a full on balls to the wall breakthru experience under the mindframe that where youre heading might not be from the spice itself, but that you were actually poisoned. My first experience with spice was relatively similar, but I fortunately wasnt even headed for a breakthru. It was mostly goo that was attempted the first time, and it really badly irritated my throat because of how harsh the plant fats are. It was a very heavy hit too and while I was trying to concentrate with keeping myself from panicing about the feeling in my throat worrying Id done something wrong, I was hit with intense body load and OEV's which left me with an 'Oh shit Im dying' type feeling haha. it was one of those moments where I thought to myself, I cant believe Ive never touched any substance in my life, I go and do this for the first time, and Im dying!?
Don't do that to yourself. Tidy up the technique, use WAY WAY lower dosages (10-15 milligrams max for the first bunch of times, get yourself a good MG scale is something I recommend as it will help you a lot, theyre cheap, 20-30 bucks can get you a more than good enough one) and experience lovely sub-breakthru's hopefully with way more colors and geometry than scary aliens that you saw. I originally thought you saw that stuff eye open and was going to suggest closing your eyes because I feel with the eyes open it can get a little frightening to see things in your envirionment beginning to disappear and be replaced. Move on from there as you see fit. But dont rush it. This stuff isn't shrooms or acid that warps your world with you in it, it will take you and plop you somewhere else entirely.
"A troop of elves smashes down your front door and rotates and balances the wheels on the after death vehicle, present you with the bill and then depart. And it's completely paradigm shattering. I mean, ya know, union with the white light you could handle. An invasion of your apartment by jeweled self dribbling basketballs from hyperspace that are speaking in demonic Greek is NOT something that you anticipated and could handle!' -T.M.
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