DMT
we added the changa into the bubbler, and started to light it , the first time it kicked in, it was if all the air was sucked out of the room, and the furniture began to morph , but it quickly went away. we waited for an hour and talked of this profound experience, and the incredible euphoria. our second time was a greater success, time stood still, a huge amount of peace set over me, i closed my eyes and saw lines of green and red in incredible patterns. the hum of the A/C turned into beautiful sitar music, I felt groovy and far out like i was terence mckenna in the jungle. i felt tuned into something, and it was incredible feeling. we were kind of bad at smoking it, so we blew through it quite quick.
4-aco-dmt
we took it at nightfall , i felt a warm surge and tightness of the chest and jaw about a half hour later, i knew then that we might have done too much, my weight scale said 30 , but you never know, we walked into my room and played this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7zE-4NokFg immediatly my carpet came to life, and began to dance with the music, i felt like this was the coolest thing, after dancing with the carpet for sometime i went into my kitchen where the counter tops had viens with running life blood, at times the viens would reviel words and i watched with amazement , after about ten minutes of staring at the counter tops for a good ten minutes , we headed out for a night stroll, the grass formed intricate fractals, and the trees shook with life. at this moment I realised the true purpose of tryptamines, the plants produced them to teach us to stop killing the planet. I looked at my friends and just said.....'of the plants' we all laughed and continued to walk on our journey.
the wind and the hum of cars took on a funky electronic sound, like a funky psychedelic beat. the brightness of the car lights in our eyes showed patterns of amazing design in the light beams , and the grass began to spin and expand, in a dancing way. each change in the road began to be like a new place all together. the trees overhead became structures of weird designs like moving living creatures, we went to the house of a sober friend and he took us for a night drive, we appeared to be going extremely fast, and tall buildings gained psychedelic patterns in their walls, I began to become lost on where we were and it was then that i experienced ego death, I realised that everything we do between sleep and death is meaningless and that we should do whatever we want, whatever that may be. i forgot about yesterday, tomorrow and that day. I was just the universe experiencing itself, Being sober was the supreme level of consciousness, something to be celebrated and cherished, i felt detached from my body and felt what i truly was, was just energy.
After about an hour i came back from my detachment. And the level of peace and zen was unlike anything i have experienced , it was then that i realised the the hippie movement was founded from tryptamines, I wanted to move out to colorado and live in the mountains, not hurting anyone and just growing pot. I wanted to sell my car, and my gun and become vegan. I kept proclaiming 'OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD' in a hysterically happy way. i told my friends that i loved them, and that people should stop hurting each other, I feel like MDMA could not touch this level of joy. i felt close to everyone and all my social problems were gone, I was one with everything, A level of joy i have never experienced before. it was the same joy from DMT , but much much longer, I had what seemed like a mild acid trip for the rest of the night, still slightly tripping out , but having incredible joy. I really wanted to run to people i have never met and proclaim that i have found the key to end all pain and murder. that we should dismantle society and return to the woods, Like the native americans.
I really felt like the native americans had the right idea, and that we should follow in their foot steps. i kept shouting ' WHY IS THIS ILLEGAL'. I felt a thirst for knowledge and i wanted to learn calculus and organic chemistry, in order to celebrate the most sacred of conscientiousness, what we are experiencing now...sober.
It was exactly what i wanted out of it. It was truly life changing, I feel however that i should put down psychedelics for the rest of the year. and I still plan on breaking through, many many times. but I have things i must attend to first. before i can take the necessary steps of extracting xtals.
It feels familiar , for good reason.