My friend brought me some brew after work friday since it was getting late I decided to wait for the Saturday so I could do a day trip. So i get up about 1230 and ate ~4g of rue seeds went out picked up a couple of friends and then drank the brew at 105. The purge started in the car to pick up the other friend. ( both who have drank brew before )
After purging I felt AMAZING! Instant tripping. My vomit looked like a river and i was seeing faces in trees that I wouldn't normally see. Closed my eyes on the highway to the river and Started seeing the mandala and other intricate geometrical patterns. Colors where such vibrant blues, greens, and reds. Then some of the patterns turned into vibrating coils wrapping around other coils and while spinning and moving around each other. These lead me to other parts of the universe. Like each coil was a wormhole.
It finally lead me to some kind of room with felt/looked like four figures. I did feel some dark presence there. They were all trying to hand me things and welcoming me graciously. Thier presence where very distinct. I followed one feminine presence into the coils and she shared that i'm on a journey. Also, Let me tell you the environment these presences were in. It was a weird rainbow room type place.
Then we get to the river and i still haven't opened my eyes. I'm just describing everything the best i can to my friends. I end up in a completely different place. these are weird orange black and white sharp patterns. Nothing like where i was just at. I then see a giant white samurai snake. At first this is a little frightening. But as I am with the snake he assures me everything is fine as he starts to swallow me whole. I equate this with dying. Once he ate me and I "died" I had a GREAT understanding of alot of things. It seemed like it all just clicked. It was an amazing experience!
We arrive at the river and i open my eyes and i am INSTANTLY back into reality. All i felt was a body high. We get out of the car in the river and all of the colors are just different shades of purple and orange. (we were on a sandbar) Saw so many different kinds of life. I felt as though everything was right and perfect and the abundance of life was a gift.
Walking around on the beach i sat down and closed my eyes and i was in the desert with some presence that never really showed himself. i could tell he was there but never felt him as strongly. I just felt he was shamanistic. Looking back and typing this remembering the experience i want to say that he was teaching me reality isn't real or as set in stone as it seems. That I could bend reality through these coils and end up at different points. Positive vibes and positive energy would help you end up at better realities or ends of the coils. Then reality was sucked down a drain and i was back at the river with my friends.It is weird being transported into other dimensions and then being right back into what you precieve as reality and not even feeling trippy.
I then found a tree and climbed up and laid in the branches and went back into my mind.
This time I traveled through the coils and felt a green plant like presence who was explaining on such an interesting level. It was like i was feeling what he was trying to tell me. Seeing it, feeling it, experiencing it all at once. It was such a mind opening experience. But this plant presence was teaching me that everything is interconnected and how time is just a perception and isn't real. What really matters is the spreading of the good vibes and helping others to promote well being in the entire universe.
Coming down was the best thing ever! Although I was sad I couldn't see the presences or feel them like i could I still felt them. I just couldn't communicate with them anymore. I tried so hard and couldn't. The last thing that I got from them all was that it was ok and that we would meet again. The journey they took me on and knowledge that they tought me with be with me forever as well as their presence. I proceeded to have the happiest day and also the most invigorating experience in my life. The communication barrier does not let me do my journey justice.
I hope i explained it well enough for others to understand. I also hope you like reading it as much as i liked having it! Good vibes guys spread them around!
PS. 1st post here and I hope to join the nexus family!