Hello folks of the nexus,
Just thought id share with you my most recent experience with my new found love changa. I'm almost to my 2nd year of exploring the tryptamine palace, and after this last experience , I feel like I've gained some bit of grounding in my experiences. I'm not sure if that's the right way to explain it, but this experience was more colorful, vivid, and full of so much everything its still hard to put in words, and yet I feel like I was able to focus more on what was happening and retain it afterwards.
It went as follows,
I don't have a system of measurement for my changa, I just carved a ceremony pipe and a fully packed bowl(about 1 or 1 1/2 solid tokes max) seems to do the trick. I loaded it, took it almost all in one breath with just a little extra to clear and sat back. my thought as the winds of hyperspace took me was "wow that worked...I really hope nobody comes in...here...
Immediately my world behind my eyelids exploded into the brightest most beautiful mixture and array of color I have yet to see, especially since I was in an almost completely dark room. As the pattern began to take on more depth I tried my best to not get caught in the awe of what I was experiencing and pay attention to my surrounding. I felt I was just floating or flying or something through all this light and color until it felt like all the motion stopped.
It was at this point were I began to experience the familiar sense of being in a room-ish sort of place that normally was just made of a sort of grid like pattern that sort of just self fluctuates and changes until I come down. This time was WAY different the grid pattern almost immediately started to rapidly vibrate, fluctuate, and change. It was so much so fast, letters, faces, people, everything you could possibly imagine was just popping up and disappearing at a speed faster then I could hardly keep up with. It felt as though I was somewhere where the core of everything that is created in the universe starts. I feel right now I'm lacking in description majorly, but I'm sure the more experience heads understand this.
The strange thing about the massive light speed creation I was witnessing was that I felt that I was looking in one particular area, while simultaneously seeing this happen 360 degrees in every and all direction. The best description of this is when you sit between two mirrors and there's an infinite reflection of what's in the middle.
Any who as I was witnessing thousands upon millions of things just sort of in a soup bowl of creation, I was very aware and conscious during this time I was able to look any direction I wanted and was able to ask myself things like "What can I learn from this?, or "Are any teachers present". I began to see faces of women, beautiful faces I might add, but they were fleeting images, and the more I seemed to be able to focus on a question the experience began to fade. I briefly opened my eyes to see a room that was very much not normal, so I just went back in and held on to what I could.
This experience for my is somewhat groundbreaking for me as I have never experienced such depth in and experience, as well as duration of time. Being new to changa, I feel almost like I'm restarting my exploration in this molecule because its so much less stress. All my prior experiences have either been sandwich method, or out of a freebase pipe. Both work great but require a great deal of practice and understanding, especially for the newcomers to understand. With changa now I feel I'm just one breath away from hyperspace, and that makes me very eager for all my exploration to come. Thanks for reading
Love and light to all