Hi folks, this is my first report,
im just coming back to from a 50mg through the machine, i was listening to the jimi hendrix the power of soul
and having my most profound trip yet it was like the word of god!(for want of a better word) then when that tune ended
the intervil between songs got very weird! i felt a big time! not so friendly presance and then i got the realiseation that i was about to die.i had to actually sit up and refuse to go and it felt like if i was not stubborn it would have taken me any way, the only trhing i could hold onto was the thought that i cant leave my children till they know the truth about life and wait out the next 10 mins with that thought. then things get really weird! as i started to write this report still quite there, and gonna tell people about this bad vibe, my little 3 year old starts crying in bed i totally felt this was a played distraction for me to not write this report as if something didnt want me to tell.
i got her up for a pea and and that was fine,put her back to bed, and came straight back to do this report, but unusually she started crying again,when i went in i got the over whelming feeling something was actually inside her entity if you will, at this moment i felt inexplicable rage in my heart, she was kinda talking some gibberish, but for the first time in my life i really felt like a shaman i put my left hand over her head and with my raging love i started pulling what ever it was out of her while blowing up wards over her body. how dare something fuck whith my children, i gathered the nasty energy, or what ever the hell it was in my hand and swallowed it to my stomach, i kid you not! she was instantly relieved i stayed with her about another 5 mins till she slept again. then came back here to type this out but with everything a lil more hazy than before so the distraction worked, but i still have the main message,WITH THE POWER OF SOUL ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE! AND BEWARE BECAUSE I FOUND OUT TONIGHT THERE IS ANOTHER SIDE TO THE COIN!Sorry if this is very nonsenicle i just typed and posted kinda starting half way back to normal, peace and love.

yep thats how it works... good going.
be sure to do some cleansing... you start swallowing stuff, you have to transmute those energies or purge them.

indeed..there is always the otherside of the coin

Yeah, the otherside of the coin reminds me of Taoism and the ying and yang. Or like the laws of physics, where every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

So all the wonders of beauty and love must be paid for with a terrible, terrible price. But our true home is not in either extreme, but the middle way of calmness and peace - the extremes are just something that is done for playful adventure.

That for every peak, there must be a trough, and a calm surface is all well and good, but the first cause for whatever reason, had the ability to make ripples, and then waves and then tsunamis.

spirit has its own versions of bacteria and virus, wolves and pirahna... i dont believe in evil so to speak but i do know theres predatory beings out there within the ecology of the sacred.
you could have cured your child of colic!

Wow man! reflecting on that journey today, its still hard to believe what happened.and hard to believe someting would be so cold
as to try take advantage of my innocent child(who by the way i think is even more of a gifted shaman than my self) just to get at me, just because i would not totally surrender to it!very dastardly indeed.
Last night was a definate landmark for me in so much as now i really really believe i have the ability to heal.
also now i know the spirit realm is not just all good.
today i totally crapped my brains out almost, like.... really. do you think that could have been me purging the nasty energy.
I'm definetly gonna get myself some protection something simple like a crystal or something. can any1 suggest something?

yeah dude...a nice crap is a wonderful purge...i recommend getting a quartz crystal, moldavite(awesome), and some kyanite

also get some Palo Santo wood..its wonderful for banishing negativity and 'evil' spirits

moldavite is expensive but it is the most powerful stone i have ever worked with...kyanite is very protective as well..also...hmmm..maybe some Jet, labradorite, peridot, OHH get yourself a Salvia Divinorum plant..she will watch over you...shes my best friend ever

Even if you fail to acknowledge good and evil, you have to acknowledge hat some things are more to your detriment than advancements.

I sometimes get the feeling that DMT can be a little bit like an ouji board, and I guess it needs the further belief in the spirit realm, to make this jump in perception.

Other times I thin we are just confronting our own inner demons.

Id reccomend this book http://www.amazon.co.uk/...BBPS5BZTGF20F58WKZC&

Loads of good tips to cleanse and ward off negative entities in that book. The crystals Jorkest suggests sounds like a good idea too. I grid my house with rose quartz for protection, and orgonite, I could send you some if you like

I didnt realise Salvia plants were used for protection Jorkest? Good news for me as Ive got about 9 in my house atm!

Rubbing garlic on your kids feet is a good one also leaving garlic in the room is a good tip. Playing classical music is supposed to ward of negtaive entities, even if its very low. Theres loads you can do, and loads in that book. Good luck!

well ive never read of salvia warding off negative entities..but from the conversations that SWIM has had with her during pharma trips...she knows her shit pretty well...and she radiates positive energy if shes happy, cool, and moist

Ahh I see cool

If you will venture that far to say so many are two sided why not just say everything in the universe has some form of masculine or feminine to it, two separate but similar components in order for actions to happen.

edit:
Masculine principle is Decisive Action
Feminine principle is Calculating Thought
Spirit is the same in everyone.

Thanks LLB, i always enjoy reading your wisdom


I felt so much better after it man....clean as a whistle. fantastic info there thankyou i'll be sure to look into all of these. i think im gonna need them . funny thing you say about sally plant i was just looking at some plants
online about 4 days ago, but they were sold out.



cheers for the link there Infinite I. i have a friend who has a load of rose quartz laying around so ill blag(borrow) some off him. ill give you a pm about the orgonite.


thanks everyone.

peace and love