20mg: In the first few seconds a physical buzz came on, quite pronounced - a lightness running through my body (very pleasant) - and vignetting encroached beyond my peripheral vision, producing a subtly tunnel-like effect (although this didn't last long); the walls - previously lit a dim yellow by my bedside light - took on a reddish hue; my tinnitus increased in volume four-fold.
Faint patterns faded into view across the walls - red and yellow lines, arranged artistically around the physical features of the room. My rational brain still seemed to have the last word over these subtle visuals - I could make the patterns disappear, and if I blinked they took a moment to fade back into view. I made a conscious effort to relax this unconscious resistance and invited the substance to take me where it wanted.
My girlfriend was sat on the bed beside me and I turned my head to look at her - every line and detail of her face was accentuated, sharp. I found myself distracted by the woodchip surface of the wall behind her head, also unusually dense with visual information. By this point the patterning on the opposite wall had faded away, and it wasn't long after that I felt the weight of my body returning gently, as if I were being laid back down onto the bed.
The whole experience was very joyous, gentle and welcoming; I felt drawn into the high, invited - as if my relaxation of the rational brain was being rewarded / reciprocated with a reassurance I shouldn't be afraid, the substance pulling me towards it.
Some questions of technique, now. I am using this vaporiser...
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...in combination with a standard disposable cigarette lighter. (What isn't clear from the image is the relative thickness of the glass.) Looking into the bulb afterwards I could see a large patch of glassy, recrystallised DMT. I figured perhaps I hadn't got the most out of the dose and - after an hour - tried to hit it again. This resulted in only very subtle effects and harsher vapour. Looking now, I can see there is still a significantly large patch of see-through crystal sitting there. Any ideas? Should I clean this out before I next try? I'm also not sure I held the vapour in my lungs long enough - distracted by coming up I might have exhaled after something like 5 - 10 seconds...
Thanks for reading.
Compelling his Spectre to labours mighty; trembling in fear
The Spectre weeps, but Los unmov'd by tears or threats remains.
"I must Create a System, or be enslav'd by another Man's.
"I will not Reason & Compare: my business is to Create."