No offense, but honestly if you are taking an anti depressant you should discontinue all recreational drug use, including alcohol and cannabis.
My advice is simple.
1) Get sober.
2) Exercise.
3) When you have a clear head without pharmaceuticals then come back and enjoy psychedelics.
I never understood people taking antidepressants and still wanting to use recreational drugs...
Personally when I get down feeling the very first thing I do is get sober. The LAST thing I do is add any mood altering substance to the mix... The only way to achieve balance is sobriety.
In fact I'm gonna go so far as to say I think it should be illegal to prescribe anti depressants to people who can't pass a drug test. Of course the other side of me say's shut up, you should have the right to take whatever you want with or without a prescription...
Anyway it's your brain, do as you please....
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