I have now enjoyed the spice 4 times. I have a problem. I keep going to the same place. I went to a place and I can feel that "something" wants me to go back there. I am really wanting to explore. I have found that even at low dosages I immediately feel "there" and am drawn to it. It feels like being in the presence of god. I need to break the chain.

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load up 50-60mg and smoke it all...use the energy to propel you past that space

The question is not hard to infer. Be cool.

Perhaps you have something to learn "there" which you haven't yet. For me, being in the presence of god/nature is one of the ultimate places to be in DMT space, and happens to me rarely. If you keep going back to god/nature, ask it if you can do anything for him/her/it, if it has something to show/share with you, or any other question.

DMT is a conduit, to your subconscious and/or some other plane of existence. It is all subjective, learn and take what you can from the experience, keep that which resonates in your heart.

Take a look at this article by Nick Sands. In it, he talks about experiencing the same level or space for his first several hundred trips, before he was able to progress to the next.

http://dmt-nexus.me/File...it%20More%20On%20DMT.pdf

Honestly though, I've read your trip reports and it sounds as though wherever you go, you find it pretty earthshaking. You repeatedly find yourself in the presence of God, and you've only been four times... So, I've got to wonder, what's your hurry?

Focusing intent is all well and good, but I don't believe one can navigate in there to any real degree (at least SWIM can't) - you go wherever you go.

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Dude. As the layers are peeled away, more will be revealed. Sometimes, though, some distance will help. Put down the bong for a few days or so. Yes, the brain has the capacity to handle this naturally occuring chemical, but not necessarily in the amounts needed to take you to your chosen deities' neighborhood. Take a break, and a nap, and a vitamin. Go fill your mind with the world for awhile, look at art on the internet for hours on end. Fill up the image hopper in your mind and give the spice something new to play with.

Also, regular use for this swimmer has definitely increased tolerance. For 'this' swimmer.
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Good luck, and say "hi!" to God for me, he'll know what it means.
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