I made a precious experience that I want to share with you. It was my first breakthrough. Before I just couldn't get deep enough into hyperspace.

To let a wonderful spring day fade out I decided to smoke some DMT crystals. I darkened my room, lit some candles and played the first symphony of Johannes Brahms. I loaded the bong with 50 mg of white DMT crystals and sandwiched it with peppermint and ash. Then I meditated in front of my shiva statue and breathed deeply in and out for some time. Three big hits were taken and immediately a psychedelic fireworks exploded behind my cortex. Slowly the taste of the molecule spread in my mouth – surprisingly tasteful. I looked at my hands and saw myself transforming into an alien. The effect kicked in hard and I felt on my side.
My surrounding immediately transformed and everything was covered with perfect geometric patterns in every imaginable color – astonishing alien art. Helical entities with hundreds of eyes began to clasp my head from every side. For a short moment I got panic and thought that I gone mad totally. It almost felt like being retarded as I couldn't form any clear thought nor could I explain what was going on. Then the entities spoke to me by telepathy. They massaged my brain and told me that everything was fine. I felt relieved and a deep peace of mind.
For ten minutes I was in contact with the other. They came in peace. We united and loved us. They are much more intelligent than we are (which btw isn't that difficult). I got channeled and they gave me answers to mysteries of life and the universe (unfortunately I can't remember that much of it). They affirmed that the universe is a endless organic ensemble full of intelligent forms of life. After listening to their ancient wisdom I felt enlightened for a moment – ready to enter nirvana. Slowly the effects subsided. I thanked the entities for the peace and wisdom they brought me and then they disappeared.
As I awoke I got an gorgeous female body (I'm male) – I was overwhelmed by my own beauty. My cat came to me and cuddled me for some time. The whole room was fraught with love.
It got dark outside and the full moon shone brightly. I decided to take a walk. The world was enchanted and everything danced to the music (Elysium – Monzoon). Spring was about to begin and I felt Gaia breathing. Life awoke everywhere around me and birds sang songs of pure joy. I felt deeply connected to the planet and all living beings – everything is one. I thought about what Terence McKenna calls the Gaian Mind and could feel the intelligence of mother earth.

After the experience I feel more alive than ever before and appreciate my life much more. I was charged with energy and creativity which still lasts. Even my friends and family benefit from my experience – I'm full with love. This precious substance brought me peace with myself and my surrounding within 15 minutes. It showed me how I can live my life in bliss. Every day is getting more beautiful than the day before. The world is enchanted and I'm delighted by the beauty of life. I can't stop marveling about the true nature of the world. Life is the greatest gift of all.
The everyday life is an illusion and with the aid of this magical molecule we're able transcend subjectivity and download the answers to all our questions. The tool for peace is all around us. We have to use it wise and listen to what it tells us. DMT is the key to true understanding. We have found the holy grail.

Thanks to everyone who makes a place like this possible!
Peace and Love

Congratulations... and welcome to the Nexus.

All of us here know very well the blissful wisdom of which you speak.

Naturally, DMT has an infinite variety of experiences it can impart. Some of them are not so blissful, but the sense of overwhelming intelligence and levels of reality well beyond the normative consensus illusion are generally well trodden themes.

I hope you find that this place can serve some of your needs and that you find this community of ours welcoming.

Blessings Eternally
HF

That was a pretty good read indeed

Been to similar spaces, found the biggest 'test' was simply not giving in to (or falling into) the surrounding awe (alas this one I have yet to fully pass).

I just wondered if you had similar feelings by any chance, or if you were able to simply maintain focus, the awe not being an issue? (50mg is my magic number for this exact reason)

Finally, a solid welcome to ya

@ ZenSPice
At first I was totally paralyzed by awe but the entities built up a connection with me extremely fast and then I was just "listening" to them so that the space I was in got pushed into periphery.
A few days later I smoked 100mg and was instantly blasted out of my body into hyperspace. Unfortunately I can't remember what happened but when I returned into my body I felt like I had danced through the universe. Is it common at doses like this that you can't remember much of the experience?

The space and the entities were very similar to a realm I got into by IM 30mg of 4-AcO-DMT. But this one was a very terrifying experience. I wasn't prepared for the intensity and was raped by entities. In case of interest I'll post this one later.

Thanks for welcoming me

Thanks for the thought provoking response

I felt an entity, right 'there' at a kind of waiting point. However it very much felt like whilst I was 'almost there' I was being left to see if I could overcome my surroundings.. Right at the end there was a telepathic wave of confirmation.. 'next time, perhaps' then I felt both it turn and leave and me start to get pulled back out.

An additional factor in my overall attempts to integrate is a previous breakthrough where I was placed in (what I feel was) a reference point. Possibly in order to realise something very much connected to the above experience (as highlighted in previous report here: https://www.dmt-nexus.me...spx?g=posts&t=42686).

Can't help but express interest in hearing more on your 'IM 30mg of 4-AcO-DMT' experience. A healthy range of positive and negative experiences can only be a good thing for fellow travelers. Synchronistically I have been reading today of people wondering about protection and it has me pondering such things.

Memory of entheogenic journeys are the main deal... it is very similar to dreaming in this way. Even if you think you remember a substantial amount of what transpired, it is likely that you are only scratching the surface. Sometimes when you return to a space on another trip, it all floods back... or some part of it anyway, and you think "My gosh, how could I ever forget this?"

Higher doses tend to take you so far from any semblance of your egoic consciousness that memory may not even be possible as you have no frame of reference. The doses you two are talking about are needlessly high. To be honest, 50mg is already ridiculous... and 100mg is just plain insane.

Of course, you are probably not actually getting all of those doses due to inefficient technique, condensation in your bongs and the like. You may want to invest in a good vaporizer like the GVG where you can get a proper 20 to 25mg vaped in one go. I think you will find 25mg more than enough if done correctly.

At any rate, welcome to the Nexus. You will find a plethora of info here, so make yourself at home.

Great read. Thanks for sharing. I look forward to an inspiring positive experience like that. So far I have only experienced DMT through mimosa/rue tea. Very intense and rough experiences, but all were of great benefit -- just not fun or enjoyable.