Hi Everyone! I just wanted to share my experience from last night. This was my third & 4th real break throughs. I took a small dose of LSD and went out to an electronic dance party with some friends. We had a great time! I was still tripping on the acid a bit when I got home, and I decided to try some DMT.
Soon after entering hyperspace a being appeared, which was a first for me. This was like an elf I guess or a morpho. It was a general christmas tree shape that was moving around wildly and undulating, shifting colors. It then led me somewhere where there were many other beings. I can only describe it as a dance party. It was like an elf rave. There was definitely music happening and many entities dancing/shapeshifting and celebrating. The entities were for the most part ignoring me. But in general it felt like they were telepathically communicating and telling me to enjoy life.
Is this common to experience music in hyperspace? I also found it odd that I ended up in a dance party since that's what I was doing earlier in the night in "real" reality. It seemed too coincidental and made me very curious - maybe like having a dream with many aspects of the prior day included in it? Of course my experience is extremely limited, but, I did not think a DMT trip could be influenced like that? Very strange. Also, in the trip, things were so alien, I did not comprehend right away what was happening - so maybe I made some of this stuff up? At the time it was beyond real, but of course seems fuzzy & incomprehensible again now, leaving me wondering what actually happened and what was my interpretation.
It was cool though cause after the 2nd break through I had about a week ago, I became very scared to try DMT again. It wasn't a bad trip, but after returning I became very aware of untended pain and things I wasn't dealing with in my life - the message sent to me was that DMT is extremely serious & not to be messed with casually. It made me decide to setup an appointment with a psychologist. I also started a job, I don't need the money but I need work and to be productive rather than sitting home living in my head all day. So last night when I got to hyperspace & found the elf rave, it was like a message I was on the right track and they were telling me to go enjoy.
I was so stunned by what happened and in a state of disbelief that I decided to try blast -off again after about 40 min and see if I would go back to the elf rave. Instead it was a more relatively normal hyperspace visit, a couple of beings were encountered but the celebration was over, they were doing what seemed to be routine work & again for the most part ignored me. As I came back to my body I felt the most incredible gratitude for being alive, the fact that my lungs are able to process oxygen and sustain my body made me ecstatically happy.
I am glad to know this community & have a place for discussing this stuff. Thank you to everyone here for making such a great forum.
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