About a week ago I broke though for the first time. I had absolutely no Idea of the power of this substance and the profound change it would produce in my life. I remember that instantly after my first and only hit that this sound or vibration seemed to raise in intensity until I had to surrender to it. I was spinning in blackness I had no form, only my own consiousness in this darkness and this sound. I feel like someone spoke to me but I do not remember hearing any words I just knew. I had to to connect and surrender. I had to let go of everything truly set myself free from the world I was in a moment ago. It was like falling backwards off a high cliff, and when I landed it was on my feet and I stood up out of my body and I was in an entirely new place I could interact with the same as the reality I am in now. I was in brilliant purply room, and there were being their with neon war paint or something on their faces. I remember this distinct feeling that I was welcome in this place and there was nothing to be afraid of anymore. Then things get blurry but I remember doing some kind of tribal dance with these being and connection of the soul was stressed heavily. After the dance I was zoomed out of space and time and I was viewing myself from outside my body in this pitch black place, My body had shurnk back down to a fetus with the most amazing pattern of brilliant shining colors for skin. My whole body was being held and comforted, it was what I would Imagine being inside the womb would be like. and I stayed here for the rest of my time in hyperspace, but it was the most beautiful comforting feeling of love I have every felt in my life.. ever, I could not describe the feeling or even compare it to anything I have come across. When I cam back i was laughing and crying and I felt healed on a spirtual level. It was as if my whole life had led up to me having this experience. Two years ago I lost a very good friend and I have long felt that something was damaged deep inside my soul my chest had felt hollow and I had just been on a path of self destruction and drug use. I got clean in the begging of december and started getting my life back on track, but i still felt so damage and this intense spiritual isolation. I had terrible depression. My first break though healed me in ways i could not even describe, it was the most beautiful life changing experience. I had always thought of DMT as another drug before I tried it and if some one had told me that it was a journey into yourself and your sprit i would have laughed. I have used alot of LSD and I thought I had traveled as far as I could with psycidelics, that was somethings much much much more than I would have ever been prepared to do. it was the most terrifying, healing, loving, and beautiful experience I have ever had. i firmly believe that what I experienced was real, I was given an amazing gift to cross into this other world. I know this has lot of spelling errors and what not but i was excited writing this and reading other posts on here, and now I don't feel like proof reading haha.
I am still processing what happened to me and I will probably have to take more time and write a better trip report. But I am still in awe of the power of my experience, I feel like I died and was reborn, more spiritually mature or something.
However, I did have one question, I was laying in my bed when I crossed into the other world, and when I came back I was in the hallway outside my room, which means some how I got up and crossed over my messy room though a bath room also very messy, and into the hallway. Is it normal for people bodys to be galavanting around while they are gone and not controling them?