Wow, when it's good its damned good. Happy as a clam. I felt like rainbows were shooting out of all my orifices....

I'm still relatively new to DMT, with a mixed bag of experiences under my belt that have been trending towards the incredible as I have tinkered w/ preperations, administration techniques, etc... I think that I am at least starting to find my 'sweet spot', and move outwards from there.

I had one such experience the other week that has had me in such a lifted mood since. The setting was at a friend's 'trip room', simple enough (red walls, pleasant lighting, very nice surround sound speakers), and I have been having increasingly beneficial experiences w/ DMT as I have been increasing the amount of harmalas that I am ingesting along with it. This so far, for me at least smoothes the experience and just makes it so much more enjoyable.

I am still waiting for my next caapi extraction attempt, so this time we took 30mg rue harmalas sublingually and then leisurely smoked 1:1 straight caapi leaf changa. We started slowly at first, increasing the number and depth of tokes as we went on.


After a few blasts, we took 3-4 hits in a row and my god the liftoff was so smooth and pleasant, completely without the turbulence that I have experienced in the past. The memory that sticks with me is after however many minutes, I started to regain slight awareness of my body, but only my facial muscles that were stretching into this jaw-dropped smile that felt like it extended for miles in each direction. That was the only body that I had was this completely stretched and happy mouth that was flying through the cosmos.

I can imagine the ridiculous expression on my face to an onlooker... this is the impression that has stayed with me.

Jaw dropping awe. I remember some McKenna speech in which he asked when was the last time you were astounded?