This is going to be an experience report for my third and most profound with Ayahuasca.
This time is was not traditional Aya it was Formahuasca(Acacia C. and rue)
Im not sure what the dose was exactly because I have no scale at the moment. But I would guess it was about 3-5g rue and 5-7g acacia.
Feeling that these plant medicines deserve great respect, I thought it would not be right to do this without the proper ritual preparation.
I simmered each ingredient separate then strained it through cheesecloth and tied it up. While the drink was cooling down I went outside and set out to climb up a mountain behind where I live. The snow was deep and the sun was going down so I had to be quick before I was stuck out in the dark cold. I crossed a frozen river about 10yards wide. Made it halfway up the mountain , meditated, prayed and spread the rue and acacia into the snow around me, returning it back to earth.
When I got back I waited for sundown then drank the rue. It was bitter but it went down easy. Waited 30min then drank the acacia tea, it was the same bitterness but went down easy. It hit me pretty fast after I drank the acacia it was kicking in significantly within 10min.
I purged soon after it started. then laid down on the floor with a pillow. I had my eyes shut for a majority of the rest of the experience.
I saw myself on a beach with a man standing next to me and he told me that we are only here for a short time. He said we have a short life and while we are here we need to shout whatever it is we think is worth saying, even if no one hears its still important to say what you believe in and what drives you. 'Shout it' was the most clear piece of information I can fully remember.
the rest of the experience was going through everything I have ever learned but with the greatest clarity and freshness. I saw what the purpose of meditation is for. I kept thinking this is a step towards growing up spiritually. A big step towards self development.
When I go back to the world, my job, friends, im going to approach it with self control and understanding, more virtue. I have to stick true to. I just want to be GOOD to everything and everyone. I want to learn more. I want to meet new people.
Well that is what I got from this experience. Thank you DMT-nexus for existing and keeping the tradition alive.