wow. The most beautiful experience of my life.

soak it in

yes you are alive
we are here and we can do whatever we want
observe the vastness a whole life infront of you of limitless potential dont let that feeling fade

dmt is the spice of life
and spice is nice

and from now on it is yours as it is mine
such a power to posses....

now children the moral of the story is ... READ!! my exhaustive research has gotten me where i am today, a fine upstanding citizen

About the only thing I managed to get out of my mouth for about a half hour after the first big one was
"WoooooOOooow", after 45 minutes I managed to progress to "Neat!" after an hour I couldn't STOP talking about it and being mad about how little language can really relate the experience to someone else.


Its kind of weird, I never say "neat" but as I was landing it was the first and most prominent real word that I could conjure. The first word I could find that was not a product of awe but actually of potential.

The only acceptable word is euphoria. I never want to leave this new found world. The mind is beautiful.

believe me..its not all summer and blueberries...

You saw that movie too?

Anyway, after having seen the lordoftherings trilogie, i became a bit wary of storming gates, generally. Just taking the subway may be a slightly less heroic way of getting there, but i am also a bit of a pagan, so the whole martyrdom is not realy my cup of tea anyway.

Yes, who needs words ..!? But it could be called - having a 'beingasm' ... ! Have one today ..! and have another before the big one ends it for us all ! ! Imagine a life that did not know what lies behind the gates - what is life without having had a Beingasm ... ?!@