I smoked changa for the 2nd time after having a pretty funky but not any breakthrough type experience. I was really searching for myself to come out from all this negativity I have programmed myself to think. I just wanted to be my authentic self. As I breakthrough I am exploded into the geometric funkery and saw a doctor type thing looking down onto me as if he was getting ready to operate. After exploring hyperspace and seeing unfathomable things, I meet about 3 of these figures that were extensions of the hyperspace and they sat in a circle around this one smaller figure. I soon realized that figure was me. First they began to somehow sympathize/heal how I haven't been able to be myself in most of my life's situations, just from fear of judgement and conditioning. They then began to lay over some type of transparent blanket over me, each a different color. Later in the trip , I began to feel the negative energy in side of me. I started to pysically and mentally actually focus very hard on this energy and it began to shake, and slowly seperate and it was changing colors and soon I wanted to release it and I exhaled as hard as I could and I saw it go up and there was a open blue sky that appeared after the energy blasted off. I did this several more times each one diminishing in energy until the last one , I put all my effort into shattering the energy and exhaled sharply and saw the energy go out into what looked like a mushroom cloud (from a nuclear bomb) of my pent up darkness. This was the most eye opening experience I have ever had in my life and just thought I would share it . Hopefully now I can slowly integrate and begin to show my true self to others without fear. Please feel free to give me any advice or comments on integration etc.