I would like to share, if you would like to hear.


I had first heard about dmt, spice, the elixir at an early age. I had been delving deeper and deeper into realms of my own mind and thought using many different substances and techniques. I was never naive enough to think that mind altering chemicals were the only way to explore outside and within, but I realized that for those strong enough it was a shorter, more direct path.

After some research I stumbled across this website, began doing my homework, took an organic chemistry class and felt that I was prepared. I spoke with a family member of mine who was heavily involved with LSD in the seventies and who had always served as a type of life guide to me. He gave his consent for me to use what equipment he had as well as his residence in a secluded area and leant what knowledge he could impart. I only go into this detail because I feel my experience was influenced greatly by set setting and pre existing notions. I preformed the tek and thanks to prior research and caution was not disappointed.

After recording my yield and keeping a journal for later review I decide the time had come. My family member at the wise age of 64 decided to try it with me, a child then of 19.

We used a dabset I had cleaned for this purpose.

Each taking two large hits it began.

Upon the second exhale time shattered. The hill I sat on became the peak of the earth while all around me the world faded and I was submersed in a million different hues of flowing crimson stretching into the cosmos. About this time an inexplicable roar filled my ears and drove out all thought, I panicked, I died.

I was born again. Without fear, I understood the sound I heard and was so afraid of was the unfiltered sound of life and all energy, or as some would say god. I now call this the first gate. When I had passed the first gate the hues of crimson were waiting for me but now instead of seemingly impersonal color it was a benign force. Letting my self be taking and doing my best not to fight (I had learned from peyote, LSD, mescaline and mushrooms you must NOT fight) I was transported to a scene I still cannot explain. In front of me was the largest tree that had ever stood, the one that supports the universe. This tree had thought, feelings, a conscious soul and it was pained. A weight was crushing it and from this weight heat was made and incinerated the tree to the last twig in a fire that was nearly an explosion. I was at a loss and sad for the tree was life. But even as despair set in a new sprout began.

At this time I was slowly let back into our world. I had been to the third plateau before and what just happened to me was much farther beyond.

I realize now that I had a classic death and rebirth trip. But to this day it still resonates within me.

When I take the elixir now I almost know what to expect, almost. I have now been past what I call the second and third gates and close to beyond. I try to retain as much as I can and write it down as soon as I can function in this realm again.

Chapel perilous is aptly named my friends. For those who enter are never truly beyond.

Please pm me if you have any experiences such as this, we are all different in what we perceive but that is the beauty in being a human bieng.