Okay so everybody was busy last night so I decided to spend sometime with myself so I grabbed a huge mushroom out of my bag it was 2.9 grams I wanted is somewhat low dose because I have Thanksgiving today obviously so about 1 hour in still nothing I know it takes a while but I was getting impatient so what do I do I go grab my DMT to try to jump start things.

Worked like a charm it was really cool because I started to see like the normal geometric shapes the kind of started out 2 dimensional and as soon as I accepted that that was cool they went 3D and begin to twist on all axis. You know the normal 1 hit stuff so I'm feeling brave so I take a huge fat second trip and then I take a third rip ...... it was so weird because it isn't the same way everyone always describes it as rushing out of the universe I just so extreme euphoria laughing to myself as if I was being listed slowly to somewhere else I just remember a pallet of brown yellow and Vermilion color scheme I swear to God I saw so much art in my head it was amazing a lot of it had a earth tones and wood grain textures... So I'm still vibeing on this the mushrooms are in full effect and I wanted to take another hit of the DMT

I'm in complete darkness by the way in my room with nothing going on no music no anything and then I heard Terrence McKenna in my head in 1 of his lectures when he said if you ever take a second hit and you find yourself wanting to take another 1 do it and I let my lighter in pitch blackness and I was holding the pipe and I told myself well I find myself in the darkness wanting to take another hit... Okay so I hit this thing and then I lay back and close my eyes no vortex no rushing noises but I ascend it to a black snake like to tubular cloud.......... As I got closer it seems to just have a bunch of shapes on it no big deal as I get closer little lights I start to make out shapes and figures a dragon's head helicopters... And then when I get close enough to make out what it is it looks like everything I have ever learned in my life everything I have ever seen in my life it was like a neuro cloud of a collective life almost like looking at my life from the fourth dimension and on the other side was another cloud kind of like a mirror reverse image of a cloud with no texture... And then I felt as if my head was touching the top of my head for a little bit and then I had a fleeting/falling experience trying to stay at the cloud and study it ... So about another hour goes by and I hit the pipe again and I see like wooden gears Aztec type imagery people with bird heads and I decided to ask them what is the big deal what's the secret and they said let us show you and all of the artwork turned into what look like wires with electricity pulsing through them headed to the answer but the answer was directly behind my head so I can't see it.and there was a huge glow from behind my head .........

So in conclusion I think what they told me was the big deal in the secret is your consciousness!!!!! We live with it everyday so I think we desensitized too it but it is so great!! One love everyone take rime to smell the sacred flower!!!!!!!!

P.s. found this song and it blew my mind lololol love it

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Enjoyed reading your consciousness report.

I have questioned my consciousness for years,and the answer that comes to me everytime i have turned on tuned in and dropped out,is that:....This is it!

This IS the ancient and true way to communicate with the gods ,and as there are many gods,so are the experiences many with them.Non is ever truly the same.

DMT is the phone that E.T. should have on his journeys away from home.

very very interesting. m tea that was hillarious

Yea science still is not sure what conciseness is and Idk what is going on in a DMT trip...I think it is more like talking to to your subconscious...... there are things I feel I saw only because I have seen heard or read about....

Never the less it was amazing that is the first tine I have ever went that far!!!!!...... my dopamine levels are down today so I'mfeeling a little sluggish and sad but I know its just a chemical imbalance it will level with sleep.

I met a girl the night before and I got in a brain coundroum in the middle of the whole night about her I felt like I was in love lol Idk it was intense Idk what it was all about?????

I can relate to your meeting with the girl.
Love is a powerful emotion that sometimes can only be truly embraced in an expanded mind state.Strong feelings of love-affection toward another person,can hide itself deep in us,and be hard to reckognize.But with psychedelics there is no chanse of escaping.

I have never felt that amount of love........ I have thought I've been in love before I barely know this Girl. I'm also going threw change in my life big big spiritual change I'm moving to a different house..... bla bla

But I'm not sure how to take that feeling first of all it came out of no were!!! Second... I don't even know if she feels the same..... I know we connected hard core!!!! That was fore sure, but she is going threw change too and he energy was off....................... Idk I'm just gonna chill on it see what happens

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