I have not used dmt for the last three months. I have been meditating alot to reach hyperspace without dmt. I have been able to almost breakthrough doing this. Usually do this at night before i go to bed.

The visuals will get pretty intense and sometimes they are hard to stop once i start them. The interesting thing is when i do fall asleep i breakthrough into lucid dreams. I have always been able to remember my dreams now i can control them.

I have a nice amount of experience with dmt. When i began using this amazing chemical the visuals where all geometrical and very sharp. Intertwining multidimensional objects sometimes machine like with entities inside them. The environment was always changing in my first experiences. As i became more use to the environments they became more solid and stable. I began to see more entities some where vague shadow people others fully formed Indian gods or angels. Some times mantis like insectoid creatures would be there or people made of light and various figures or robotic machines that where amalgamations of some type of organics machines.

All of these things stunned and amazed me then the last time i did dmt it was real. Not any entities or something alien it was more like astral projection. I had just been to a large music festival a few days before and i took one hit of some pure spice and i was there. I could walk around talk interact. When i came out of it maybe 20 minutes or so i was amazed but also scared.

It seems as though the more i used the chemical the more indistinguishable reality as we call it became. After that experience i can now freely jump in and out of this state. At night when i wake up i can get a drink eat then when i lay down wow. Instantly i see the carrier waves and IM back where i was when i woke up. Right back into this alternate reality. Unlike with dmt i have complete control over this world.

Sometimes there are perculiar aspects of the experience that i can't effect this usually allows me to realize IM asleep when i do this it unlocks amazing possibilities. I am wondering if anyone else has experienced this or is experimenting with it.

Interesting to hear you can use your experiences to transcend.I like to do the same.I have seen alot of mushrooms in my trips,and when i visualize them,my consciousness makes a shift.
I also have some bugs in the wall,that makes a very trippy ticking sound,and whenever it starts ticking,i feel like im way into a long and strange ayahuasca trip.
I believe some would call it the flashback-effect from psychedelics,but i like it very much.

(First time i heard that bug sound was on a cold water extraction of caapi,i was transported to somewhere in the jungle,and i thought it was the plant spirit who made that sound)

But i heard it again,and it still comes and goes,appearing in the strangest moments,helping me to remember that state of natural ticking bliss.

(These little reptiles could be living outside,because i have moved since to another location ,and i still hear them on occasion.)

Hi There deadhead4eva,

Great to see you posting some more, .

Thank you so much for sharing this profound experience report with us. I was quite amazed. I mean a non-Nexian might want to instantly condemn using words like "psychosis," but I'm convinced it's not so simple.

I wonder if it's almost like a kind of training? You have trained yourself using meditation and lucid dreaming and that final spice hit to go into and out of that state . . .

Here's what I'm getting at: When babies are brand new they are absolutely overwhelmed with the data their sensory apparatus is sending to them. All you have to do is watch them for awhile to see this. Makes me think they are kind of "tripping" all the time and that what the parents do doing those initial years among all the other things is train the child to perceive things the way we all do in "consensual reality."

Perhaps you trained yourself to go in and out of consensual reality/hyperspace . . .

Regardless it is amazing.

The only thing that has even come close for me is what I call "hyperspace dreams," which are extremely rare and in the past has only come after heavy/abusive spice use followed by weeks/months of abstention - they come within one to three weeks of the quitting. Other than that I got nothing and remain astonished by your report.

Thanks again for sharing. And keep posting

Well IM about to go to sleep so i will report on what happens tonight tommorow. IM sure it will be interesting.
I will share one i had the other day. I was outside in the summer at a local pool not one I've been to before. I felt a sense of urgency i turned to look at the pool. My girlfriends daughther was the only one in the pool and she had my phone she was taking pictures of something on the other side of the pool. This was not within my sight. I panicked as i did she seemed to carelessly put the phone into the water.
Well i immeadiatly took the case apart. I continued taking it apart until it was in pieces. Now the part were dry but i had no idea how to put it back together. I began randomly assembling the parts wondering where i could get a schematic for my phone except i couldn't use the internet because that was on my phone.
Well the phone ended up to be quite large and looked quite robotic. It is in these strange conundrums that i realize i am dreaming. Now i can control it. Unconscious dreaming seems to carry many of these illogical circumstances. First i had to become aware of dreams which happened to me at a young age.

I can remember at a young age maybe 7 years old i decided when i was told you can do anything that i would. So when i would go to sleep at night i would focus on what i wanted to dream. Say it was to be rich or go in a spaceship. Well it worked most of the time. Sometimes i would go to places that where very. scary and be stuck in mazes that i could not solve.


The weird thing was that this place was always Tue same. The way it looked felt and made you feel. Sometimes i would try to wake up and i would open my eyes but i would be frozen in the grip of it.

This i account as another dimension that i was going to in my dreams although at the time i did not comprehend that.

My fellow Deadhead traveler, I have had similar experiences. Although I am not as adequately trained in the art of meditation, I still run into these dreams from time to time. The last time it occurred I had been drinking gin quite heavily (about a quarter handle at 5,500 ft elevation). I wasn't entirely intoxicated, so I still had the power to focus my mind. After about 20 minutes of deep meditation the dark geometric shapes within my mind hit a white wall of light, which slowly became pink in color. I started to see an outline of something that looked similar to the eye of Horus. I felt something was off so I decided to open my eyes. When I did, I noticed my friend watching me. I asked him how long he had been there, he told me it had only been about a minute or so (approximately when the light became pink). I decided to call it a night at 0300 hours, and I went to bed on a couch in the adjacent room fully clothed. I awoke in the morning on the same couch at approximately 0800 hours after a night of intense dreaming only to find myself in nothing except my underwear. I believed it to be a prank that my friend had surely pulled on me the night before. I awoke him to question where he had placed my clothing. both my friend and his gf had no idea what I was talking about or why I was awake at 0800 hours after a night of drinking. I searched the house, only to find my pants neatly placed on the floor (without the belt being undone) and my short placed next to the pants as if I were planning an outfit for the next morning - where I had been meditating. The dreams I had were all about discovering a great "sea" of knowledge and immersing myself into the wealth of knowledge. I don't know how to understand why/what happened. All I know is that even thinking of this subject brings a slight tear to my eye and a tingling sensation to the right side (center) of my brain. I hope to refine my skills as you have done. Is there any advice you could give me to help along my training? I wish to discover the nature of my existence through meditation. And you seem like you know what you're doing!

Hi deadhead, I have had one or two experiences which I suppose are sort of related to what you've spoken about. In my opinion it seems like there's definitely an aspect of the effects that linger after the spice has gone, what exactly these effects are or what they mean, I don't have enough data to speculate, nor do I have the time to spend seriously researching it at the moment which is why I've been giving the spice a wide birth for the past few months.

It's been about 6 months or so since I've had any meaningful encounter with spice, but towards the end of my last foray I was experiencing some interesting sleep-related phenomena.

A few times in 2011 closely following light spice use I would wake up during the night experiencing sub-breakthrough visuals which would dissipate over the span of about 30 seconds. Twice after that, also in the weeks following spice journeys I woke up during the night and saw people standing beside my bed - The first time, in my mothers I awoke and opened my eyes to see a woman looking at me, kneeling beside the bed in the darkness. I didn't feel any fear or anxiety I just watched as quickly faded away.

The second time I was staying with a friend on his couch I awoke at about 3am after falling asleep around 12 to see a face I'd never seen before standing over me this time though I could see his face perfectly as if it was fully lit against the pitch black background; the lights were off and the curtains were drawn. This time I lay there in complete astonishment as his face quickly faded into the surrounding darkness leaving only the imprint of his features on my retina.

Edit : Also just want to say this thread has been a great read so far and look forward to hearing more responses.

Peace

HI deadhead4eva,

can you tell me about the meditation part:
- how often a day,
- how long
- what tradition
- what method
- have you been to a meditation retreats, at least a day long, up to 20 days.
- any other info. you would share that I missed

I am very interested in plants/meditation interaction.

thank you
Jox